\ just me.

2005-09-05T22:49:00.000+08:00

OKAY! people i have officially moved to a new blog :D

gonna miss memories here. ):

relink please :D

http://www.her-addiction.diary-x.com

2005-09-05T22:48:00.000+08:00

2005-09-01T22:46:00.000+08:00

rarh! okay im back to blogging.
i think i havent blogged for a week.
im on hols now! :D :D
YAYNESS.
had staff day celebration.
trackers juniors were so CUTE :D
so proud! yay for trackers :D
think i almost screwd up the dance?
lols. i forgot the steps.
sheesh.
came back and we were supposed to have
class outing tomorrow!
awwwww. ): -pouts.
no tables so no outing. sighhs.
oh well. guess i'll study tmr.
eeps. unless anyone wanna go out with me??
lols.
oh well. cant believe i have TRAINING.
during the hols!
while the non-jumpers don't.
sucks a million.
sigh.
anyway toodles :D

2005-08-28T18:45:00.000+08:00

i think i'm in love with s*****'s SMILE! so cute!
HAHA.
so wrong.
oh gosh.
thats bad bad bad.
but so cute.
but i don't like s*****

just his SMILE :D
it was like :) not the normal :D
HO HO.

okay enough.
BYE :D

2005-08-21T20:24:00.000+08:00

PEOPLE! :D
i am BACK FROM THAILAND :D
weEeEe.
i miss thailand too but i love home too much.
had lots of fun there! teehee
well we did great overall :D
we rock please! ho ho ho
my LJ and 4x100 was so COOL :D
i did pb YAY! did a 4.82m
like FINALLY.
relay rocked!
50.28secs.
my triple jump sucked like HELL.
10.51m what the hell was i thinking.
stupid girl.
coach was so pissed at me till he didnt even want to talk to me!
i got damn scard.
hated myself.
broke down.
oh well.

had lots of fun in thailand anyway!
watched ladder 49, princess diaries, prince & me, garfield, starsky & hutch
ROCKED please :D
starsky and hutch x)
HILARIOUS.
DO IT. just DO IT.
teehee.
snacked lots on the last day
played lots of games.
concentration, finding nemo, drinking goggles, chop chilli chop
we had our share of room service and club sandwitches :D
as well as fun photos ;D

thats basically to sum it all up.
toodles :D

2005-08-13T01:20:00.000+08:00

HELLO! :D
its 1.30 in the morning and me being crazy again,
i decided to blog (:
rarhh*
i just lost to sam in gunbound! ):
but well it was some gay fun (sam)
or lesbian old man shit fun (ME).
mine sounds cooler RIGHT! ho ho. kidding :D
teehees.
well had school for 2 days.
nothing much the would really excite me.
just simple lessons. yupps
we're flying off to thailand TOMORROW!
time seems to fly yeah?
im shit scared although i kinda dont give a damn.
lols. pfft.
gonna have so much fun though! :D yayness.
btw the uncler is NOT GOING AWAY! ):
poots to that.

had a major dinner just now!
WOOH!
1 word describes it all "SHOIK-AH"! :D
saw the kids again!
but i didnt bother about them
LOLS.

RACHEE YOU ARE SO NOT FAT OKAY!
poot you.
alright i better knock off.
cant sleep though.
NIGHTS :D

/and all the stars shin for you

2005-08-09T23:25:00.000+08:00

class group picture :D we look so pretty.
the moomoo cow is so cute right!
(left-right) top: sam(leon's gf), leon, eugene, hong koon, timmy, joel, ridzwan, yusof, danny
bottom: melissa, me, rachel, ms chua, joanne
absentee: kalusha, sarah, weichen, hui min, hui ru, guo rui, shu yong

timmy doing a funkey pose!
timmy and hong koon doing some weird boogie. x) teehee

CLASS OUTING ROCKS! :D :D :D
glad that i went.
have one of the best laughs today! lols.
i bought so few and yet spend so much!
im am BROKE! ):
sighhhs.
lets see i ate..

rosti
chicken leg
chocolate milkshake
brownie
mocha-spin.

spent ALL my money. shucks.
oh well but we had LOADS of fun!
we laughed SO LOUD!
the manager had to close the swiss house room doors!
lols.

leon brought his girlfriend!
*COUGH COUGH*
hmmmm. shall not comment xD
oh well. haha.
took loads of funkey pictures la!
so fun fun fun! yay!
had so much fun telling
mrs lu/dr seet/stumpy/mrs james jokes :D
laugh till my abs hurt! teehee.
man! i LOVE 3B!

sad to think we'll split up next year.
3B 2005 forever :D

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY! :D
ndp dance is lame by the way -.-

2005-08-09T17:15:00.000+08:00

okay since my brain can't think of what to WRITE for my stupid composition,
i shall BLOG :D -yayness

yesterday woke up and had training.
as USUAL i slacked. but this time i slacked EVEN MORE.
haha i bet coach was furious with me!
i couldn't seem to be able to jump properly.
i have a lousy leg coordination man! :/

/ EXAMPLE

when my left leg pushes up into a straigh leg position,
my right like flies out into an almost straight leg position.
and i look like im doing splits in the air -.-

when make my right leg stay at 90 degree angle,
my left leg doesnt push of and instead it CURLS UP into a 90 degree position.
and this time i feel like i cant even jump.
/ END OF EXAMPLE

sounds dumb right? i know.
went back and SLACKED.
i snitched ben & jerry ice cream! :D
YUMMY. craving for some more right now.
ho ho ho.

went out to meet desmond, huifang, kyser and joel at j8.
we went to watch STEALTH.
i cant seem to pronouce that word!
it always comes out Sleath. -.-
anyway. the show was quite nice :D
hahas. oh during adverts, The Maid came out.
i freaked out. lols! covered my eyes until it was over.
DESMOND WAS FUNNIER! -points and laugh
he curled up in his seat and covered his FACE.
lols. so cute please!
walked around for awhile and went back after that.
yupps.

watching NDP now!
gonna have a class outing later
BUT I'M NOT SURE IF I SLD GO!
ahhh. oh well.
bye! :D

2005-08-07T22:48:00.000+08:00

its been a LONG LONG time since i blogged!
haha. oops actually no LAH. it has only been a week.
in fact it was one HECTIC week. *woahhh*
lets see. i tried to catch up with work UNSUCESSFULLY.
i totally FORGOT what i learnt in physics!
i am so so SO dead.
well english marks for module 5 is going down the drain!
i still have my composition and leaflet to do.
sighhhs.
celebrated racial harmony and national day on friday!
lols had so much fun please (:
our game tied with georges game but we lost ot them in the end.
WHY?! cause they were more organised. -.- hahas.
and during sing-a-long. the sec 3's we ultra united?!
so cool.
went for FESTIVAL OF PRAISE on friday AND saturday
it was so FUN :D
had training on saturday!
i SLACKED. lols. as usual.
went to church today! :D
and the Love in the City clip is SO HILARIOUS
hahas. went for lunch with nick kor kor :D
his kids are SO CUTE:D

i love edward, matthew and rachel :D
rachel is a sunshine baby :D

2005-07-31T18:51:00.000+08:00

chuch today :D
i feel so hyper.
anyway had worship and played some games.
hahas. was rather corny LAH.
but was funny anyway.
yupps.
headed our way to snow city later :D :D
oh gosh it was fun but not so fun?
haha.
well we ONLY had a slope -.-
that as boring.
the winter olympics thing was boring too la.
nothing much.
but sliding down is DAMN FUN PLEASE :D
had fun throwing snowballs or rather snow chunks at each other.
smashing snow at each others face.
spraying snow on everyones hair -.-
thanks to none other than hanxiang.
sheesh boy.
hahas. had fun.
rushed to suntec after that to meet my parents
AND nick kor and his kids and wife.
HIS DAUGHTER SO CUTE PLEASE! x)
oh well. nothing much.
gotta do my work (UGH).
toodles! LOVE <3

i think i'm in like with you. (: <3

2005-07-30T00:02:00.000+08:00

ROARS! :D :D :D
YES!
tests are OVER! WEEEE.
chinese test
physics test
chemistry test
napfa test
OOOOHHH YEAHHH BABE!

still have A math test though.
ughh. anyway nothing much happened this week.
except test test test.

sonicfest just now :D
hee hee.
it was a BLAST!
met so many ppl la!
cui yun, rozand, rachel, vania, xiujuan, laura, nicol, suryanti, brenda
alot LAH. heehee.
well i'm tired.

gotta wake up early tmr.
URKS!
forum at hwa chong tmr
AND SONICFEST :D
yay.
NIGHTS

2005-07-22T21:59:00.000+08:00

NAPFA test today!
was dreading it for DAYS!
and half of it is completed! :D
well for me that is.
had the 5 item tests in the morning.
must say i'm pretty please with mine :D
ho ho ho.
yupps yupps.
had school.
LAUGHED like crap during lunch!
we made up a new song with the funny quotes we had xD

he hold my hand! HE my boyfriend! poot poot poot.

lols! :D wthh laughed till my abs hurt.
took height and weight today.
I DID NOT GROW! -SCREAMS
sheesh. hate it. pfft.

was supposed to run the 2.4 in the afternoon but i didn't.
had that DAMN HEADACHE that was thudding in my head like hell.
crappy.

oh i had geog test today.
SUCKED. sighhs.
oh well.
have loads of work to do.
TOODLES! :D love

2005-07-20T21:24:00.000+08:00

i wish i cried there instead of waiting.
tears don't come anymore ;

WHY?! is there any reason why?
why at this point of time?
why not before or after?
why? thats the question; why?

i simple don't understand. 4x100m relay finals.
we COULD have gotten a gold.
we COULD have gotten a great timing.
we COULD have. we COULD.
BUT we DIDN'T.

WHY?! why?
because of a simple passing.
because of a sudden change or runners.
because she couldn't wait.
SHE COULDN'T WAIT.

i hate it.
when i had a chance of running the relay; getting a great timing and getting a medal.
that chance that ONE chance was ruined.
one chance. one LAST chance. sighs.

maybe because it was for another reason.
maybe it was MY fault.
maybe i disobeyed GOD and this was his way of punishment.
MAYBE.

i guess i'll NEVER get to run the relay again? not with everyone else around that is.
the satisfaction is gone. maybe it won't even come back.

/ Storyline

*BANG*
the gun went off and i ran.
passed to val and shouted for her to GO GO GO!
she was going to pass to her
BUT she started off WAY WAY TOO EARLY
(for goodness SAKE!)
val almost didnt pass to her.
but she did and her ran to pass ot balpreet.
balpreet caught up with the nanyang girl that was leading and caught the lead
AND WE WON! :D

what a GREAT story.
but stories are NEVER that simple.
here's the climax.

YELLOW FLAG.
we got BLOODY DISQUALIFIED.
val and her passed OVER the zone.
/QUOTE ; why did she start ANOTHER 26feet before val hit the mark?! /
wth.

hugged val and bal before the 4x4.
they were going to cry.
but i was numb & emotionless.

went back to where everyone was sitting.
moodless.
tried to cheer for the C div girls.
shouted and emotions flew.
i wanted to cry.
but not in front of the crowd.
i didnt want to go to the toilet
cause i'll miss the races.
so brave the front.
i stopped the tears from flowing
and continued to cheer.

/ END Story

i guess thats the end of good relay teams for me.

on the BRIGHT side.
we have new records.
we won the C div girls title.
breaking the St Nicks tradition of winning :D
we won them by 1 point :D YES AH!

C div boys got 2nd.
B div girls got 4th.
i guess it was a pretty good achievement.

2005-07-20T10:08:00.000+08:00

ROARS!
why of why did it have to happen of ALL times NOW?!
well at least that was yesterday's thought.
had fever :/ which TOTALLY sucked.
when i felt the worst i was at a normal temp 37.0
when i felt NORMAL it was, guess what!
38.3 degrees. like HELLO?!
felt terrible yesterday.
was forced to come home by
valerie, lao shi queenie and sophie.
lols and so i did.
thank goodness i listened to them.
IM BETTER NOW! :D :D :D
temperate is NORMAL. yay!
i am going to run the relay today!
i don't care.
gonna beg coach to let me run.
ho ho ho.
nothing much to say now
TOODLES :D love <3

2005-07-17T18:46:00.000+08:00

I FINISHED THE BOOK! :D :D :D
i FINISHED HALF BLOOD PRINCE :D
omg like its FREAKING SAD!
but i am so so SO happy i finished the book!
weeeee (:

stupid kexin! HRUMPFF!
im still pissed at you OKAY! >:(
i went into the chapel.
and we were talking about HBP.
AND GUESS WHAT SHE BRILLIANTLY DID!
she freaking told me.
OH dumbledore DIED!
i was so &%$"*%$&"^%($"
whacked her a MILLION times.
SHEESH she spoil the surprise for me.
sighs.
everyone seemed to know that he died.
even though they havent read the book. -.-
lame. lols.

ack i havent done my ZUO WEN YET!
shyte.
i shall go back to school and nerd till 10pm.
TOODLES :D

2005-07-16T18:12:00.000+08:00

pffft! i just saw the results for nationals! like WHAT THE HELL! :/
hwa chong institution is so irritating.
st nicks is so irritating.
HRUMPFF! lols. its seriously WTH mann. leading by A MILLION POINTS. sheesh. SSS no chance to win title. but oh well WHO CARES! xP hahas. suddenly i feel so stupid. for not trying to do my best in long jump. oh well. stupid girl i am. :/

man looking at the computer hurts my eyes. think i shall go do my STUPID STUPID 600 word
chinese composition on the MURDER of that woman who got CHOPPED into 7 pieces. like that is so DISGUSTING PLEASE! cant believe these kinda of gross people live in the world. but who am I to critisize them. i am no one. nothing. zilch. zero. yupps.

oh yeah! GAIL is in the papers today! :D go gail! sad that im so behidn her. but what the heck. shes HELLA GOOD :D toodles. LOVE.

2005-07-16T00:25:00.000+08:00

POOT! its finally my turn to blog. phew.
been sorting out laura or and TOOTS blog lah.
you owe me BIG TIME people :D
teehee. anyway. this weeks was nationals! :D
well, 4x100m was pretty good :D :D :D

triple i was leading as 2nd UNTIL angie caught up.
SHEESH. AND i could have won BUT i had to step back
3 GIGANTIC STEPS and so i FOULED that jump.
&*%$*"%$" grrrrrs. sighs. oh well.

long jump i qualified for top 15 or so.
AND i DIDNT qualify for top 8. LOLS.
i have no idea why i'm so happy about it.
rather sad but still happy. doh. so dumb.

there was a race between amanda and poojaa today.
whoever wins get to run 3rd runner or the 4x100m relay.
poojaa won.
i shall not comment.

got back results today.
it SUCKED! BLOODY HELL!
im dropping.
after nats.
people dont talk me out of this..

IM TURNING NERD!

2005-07-10T19:12:00.000+08:00

hello :D
i've been reading my archives these few days.
haha so interesting dont you think.
just to take a moment look back.
and reminisce at the past.
its a lovely feeling you know! :D

anyway went to church today.
worship was great! :D
i loved the songs we sang today.
especially So You Would Come.
yupps. haha. palyed some funny games too.
did a skit and laughed at everyone.
lols. yupps. mmmm.
oh yeah! 5th sunday we're going to SNOW CITY.
for our own WINTER OLYMPICS :D
lols. SO FUN LAH! yay.
oh well its back to school now.

triple jump finals tomorrow!
-bites nails.
me and angie are gonna kick butts tmr!

OH! i saw augustine today LAH!
hahaha. i was going to get my hair cut.
and he just finished.
when he finished i looked at him
( cause i was at the first seat nearest to the door)
thought he was rather familiar.
then mum told me his mum was the rgs vp
AND THEN I REALISED IT WAS HIM!
by then he was gone.
LOLS! :D
he looks different from pictures.
lala.
I GOT MY HAIR CUT!
1 and a half inches gone.
gotta go! BYE! loves <3

2005-07-09T19:01:00.000+08:00

uneventful day today!
daddy woke me up at 9!
HRUMPFF!
and he was like
see la sleep so late last night!told you go sleep early.
so what time are you going to wake up huh?
10? 11?12? huh huh.
AND I WAS HALF ASLEEP GROANING IN BED!
sheesh!
i ended up waking up at 10.
DOH!

anyway, shall blog more bout yesterday!
DANNY i salute you!
idol man! :D
cool letter ! LOLS.
shall not elaborate.
rather funny though.

was supposed to go to TOOTS school fair today!
sorry TOOT didn't manage to go.
was doing my homework.
blahhh.
nothing much to blog now.
im a hungry girl! ugh.
bye LOVES :D

2005-07-08T23:58:00.000+08:00

SAMMIE OH TIAN HWEE (haha) IS BACK!
YAY! :D :D :D -beams

RARH! i am SO SO HAPPY! :D
im smiling like a chersire cat! :D :D :D
we beat the C div team in 4x100m relay! :D
LA LA LA! although its only by 0.31 secounds.
WE STILL BEAT THEM! :D
i TOTALLY didn't expect a 51.15secs.
weet.
PRAISE GOD FROM WHOM ALL BLESSINGS FLOW! :D
hope we can improve the time! :D
go team! (me, balpreet, valerie & amanda)

school was okay i guess.
barely did anything.
have LOADS of work to do now.
SHEESH! oh well.
TRALA! :D bye
LOVES <33

2005-07-03T19:10:00.000+08:00

wonderful. JUST wonderful. sighs. its SUNDAY. then it'll be MONDAY.
soo its NATIONALS! urks. i'm scared. freaking scared.
and BEST OF ALL!
i THINK i'm getting SICK.
why OH WHY did i have to happen NOW!
i sneezed like a gazillion times today ALREADY.
SUCKS.
i feel like crap.
anyway church was great today! :D
the chapel was FULL!
after so LONG its FULL again!
YAY! very re nao. hahas.
yupps. we sang 'you laid aside your majesty' and 'one voice'
i LOVE these two songs. somehow they made me cry.
real touching. (: i love SOC.
you people are the BEST.

oh oh! last night.
me and TOOT slept at 4am
-puts our 4 fingers.
HAHA.
we had MOVIE MARATHON.
rocked.
A Walk to Remember, Serendipity and How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days.
best :D
we were ALMOST late for church. haha.
yupps. nothing much.
gonna watch artificial intelligence now! :D
BYE! loves.

2005-07-02T10:00:00.000+08:00

i am BACK!
feel alive once more :D
AMEN to GOD.
it was like *BAM* and i felt like
being what i used to be.
motivation and determination to do the best i can.
YES YES :D

anyway. its SATURDAY! :D
gonna have a LONG weekend.
happy happy tralalala.
gonna watch war of the worlds with TWIN later!
-beams :D :D :D
then met up with toot and walk ard and stay over her place
yay! gonna have so much fun.
k i better start packing!
bye love!

2005-06-26T17:11:00.000+08:00

stephanie got her tickets already! :D i asked for the slip! ho ho. now i look like I HAVE THE TICKETS! well im SUPPOSED to get them. ho ho ho

2005-06-26T16:56:00.000+08:00

im back and bored as usual. haha. ever thought that blogging is just a way to pass time? thats what its like to me. nothing to do so i blog. haha sounds stupid. oh well. had church today and i was REALLY tired. poof. had worship. and somehow i felt like crying after singing the song still. its really touching to me. haha. has that effect all the time. rather overwhelming. we were supposed to have bible study BUT no one could concentrate! hahas. talked about the week and all sorts of other nonsense. and for the FIRST TIME everyone was waiting for US. lols. usually we're really early. chit chat a little. haha. sighh i wanna go for camp. well its over already. ack. me lucinda and laura talked about going to fcbc on saturday. haha. seems interesting. :D yuppers.

went for lunch. met with nick korkor! :D hahas. had lunch at kims. yumms. and i fell asleep in the car later. haha. stayed up too late last night. teehees. oh well. slacking around now. supposed to be doing my english homework! shyte. im so screwd. nothing much.

love, toodles :D

why do i feel so lonely;
so left out all of a sudden?

2005-06-25T22:21:00.000+08:00

tut tut!
im am so BORED!
tralalala.
had training today.
did medicine ball.
hoho.
was tired doing stridings man!
couldn't catch up with gail!
darn it. lols.
bought bubble tea again! :D
weeee.
froze in the train.
came home and..
SLACK SLACK SLACK.
didn't touch my homework.
lols. im a PIG.
nothing much to say.
NIGHTS :D

2005-06-25T00:03:00.000+08:00

weet! :D
im back from a real LOOONG week of school.
it sucked.
still in holiday mood! tralalala.
TOOT just got back! YAY! miss you babe.
hmm. lets see i daydreamed in class.
ALOT i must say! :D
ho ho.
WHO CARES.
oh oh! there was the Swimming S'pore Open
we saw MARK CHAY! :D :D :D
-beams beams beams
val and sophie got his autograph.
and he was SHY! OMG.
i LOVE shy boys!
-squeals.
nothing much to say! haha.
BYE with LOVE :D

2005-06-20T00:03:00.000+08:00

back to school :( SIGH SIGH SIGH
oh sigh sigh.
i want a longer holiday please?
ugh.
had triple jump today.
10.39m
SUCKS.
oh well.
relay today too!
didnt expect to get 2nd thought! :D
wasn't exactly in the mood to run.
got persuaded to running.
well.. at least i got another medal to add to my collection.
HO HO.
ciao :D sleepy

2005-06-18T19:47:00.000+08:00

*delusion of adequacy
simple dissapointment

sigh. was a rather dissapointing meet today. i'm so moody now! ): blahh. didnt do very well in long jump today. i would believe that my long jump is dropping at a extremely fast rate. SHEESH. what in the world is all that training for man? am i just not performing or am i really just lousy in long jump? seriously man. been jumping that since i started track and i'm dropping. this feeling totally sucks to the core. like WHAT THE HELL. coach is DAMN pissed. bet he woke up on the wrong side of the bed. sigh. when he's pissed it SUCKS. sighs. oh well.

people have been giving me attention. suspect mum knows i feel really horrible. she's been giving me lots of attention since i finished my event. but i just ignored her and dont want her company. i feel so bad now. sigh ):

sorry mum if you feel negleted. i love you loads! thanks for being there for me. thank you for being the one to see that i need comfort although i just pretend to be really happy on the outside. thank you for everything you have done for me. especially housework. thanks for being the one to do anything willingly without complains. thanks for being you :D

well. mariam got 1st, gail 2nd, and jannah 3rd. could say i totally sucked. i FORGOT to have step position the MOST IMPORTANT THING IN JUMPING LONG JUMP. stupid stupid STUPID! sighs. oh well.

came back. did my 1000 word essay! :D and i completed it. left my political system one now. oh well. gotta go for dinner soon and gotta bath. church tomorrow and triple jump. pray hard for me people. think i'll do better in triple tomorrow. hopefully. toodle

2005-06-16T00:02:00.000+08:00

*childhood innocence

and eloping;

SAD. in 7 and a half hours time,everyone will be meeting in church getting ready to set off for BATAM for CHURCH CAMP! sighh. and the best part.. I DONT GET TO GO. why? cause of a competition. SHEESH. why am i so unlucky? and i do doubt that i have a choice between them. oh well. gotta make do with it.

blindTOOT says : you should tell your coach that you're gonna elope with US (tootLUCINDA and boyfriendKEXIN).

HO HO! :D -beams they want me to elope with them to batam! i'm so touched.

why didnt i sprain my ankle? okay BULLSHIT. i already did that 4 times. thats bad enough~! no more cursing my foot. treelaa.

hung around with NEIGHBIE mersa today! :D had fun. went to the club to do work and went to the park. laughed at aaron and sean( lil harry potter boys). HAHA. they fail BADLY in skateboarding. oh oh! and we saw the small little kids! :D SO ADORABLE.

-picture this scene-

a little girl fell down and started to cry.

then these two boys came to help her up and put her arms on their shoulders to help her walk. SWEET RIGHT?!

best part IS!

the little girl has one leg shorter then the other and i think she's mixed indian

the two boys were ang moh.

all the kids look about 5.

MAN. talk about racial harmony and they don't care about appearance. i seriously think its a reminder to me. to look on the inside and not on the outside of the person. really shows childhood innocence.

{ SHOUTOUTS }

toot ; HELLO! :D im gonna miss you like UBBER LOADS during the camp. with you THERE and me STUCK HERE. eeps. remember me OKAY! :D hahas. i wanna elope with you TOO! and i am NOT gonna sprain my ankel you funny deaf girl :D love you.

boyfriend ; BOYFRIEND! im gonan miss you truckloads and lorryloads! i'm gonna give you the biggest hug you ever saw and you didnt see it coming! :D then a lorry comes and stops right in front of you and all my love and hugs for you spills out. :D -beams. LOVE YOU have fun dearie.

TWIN ; laura! when am i gonna see you again?! miss you ultra muches! smoochies huggies babe! darling come back to me please! ho ho. LOVE :D

daddy oh tian HWEE ; daddy! wake up -slap slap- haha. kidding. oh well. just hope you're gonna get better alright?! we have faith in you! get up and see the light instead of broading the in the deep dark valley. GOD is with you all the time. we'll be praying hard for you! everyones misses the old you. cheer up! :D hwee-ling is here. hee LOVE. BUNGEE :D

-theend-

toodles :D

2005-06-14T22:49:00.000+08:00

14 june 05, tuesday

peekaboo! :D its tuesday already. and its almost wednesday and the holiday is PRACTICALLY OVER! sighs. soon it'll be back to school. which is actually this sunday/monday. urks. lets see. this week training is gonna be pretty slack since theres swift meet this weekend. sheesh. CHURCH CAMP STARTS ON THURSDAY! ): sigh. i really pissed off that i cant go for camp. urghs. oh well. nothing muchs been happening other then me trying to finish my working as fast as i can and trying to get some proper sleep! goshness. somehow i dont get enough sleep. i sleep on the way to school (bus AND train) and i sleep on the way BACK to school (bus AND train again) WHICH i usually do not and i MEAN DO NOT do at all! havent gotten any good sleep since i came back from camp. not a good sign. somehow my eyes are really droopy and heavy and i cant seem to open then after closing them. sheesh. unless its the book that im reading that is causing me to sleep? hmmmm.. haha. oh well. nothing much to say! toodles :D god bless goodnight! :D

2005-06-12T22:52:00.000+08:00

12 june 05, sunday

hello hello! :D just came back from camp today. 3 days away from home. WOOH! crazy man i miss miss miss my computer! :D :D tralalala. and i think i'm getting like ULTRA fat man. SHEESH. had loads and loads and LOADS of JUNK FOOD! was fun while it lasted. haha. chalet wasnt too bad. but we messed up our room real badly. ants and all. lols! bought 3 BIG bottles of soft drinks, big crunchie bar chocolate, 7 apples, tortillas AND salsa! :D weeet. damn fun la. pigged out like crazy. played some funky games too. lols. we had a talk by balpreet's dad. and later we were SUPPOSED to play TUG-OF-WAR! BUT the bedsheets SNAPPED TWICE! lols. so we played captains ball instead. and group 4 and 5(mine) won! so we get to throw water balloons at the rest! HAHA. fun. went swimmer later and we had water polo and water relay. was crappy and funny. oh oh! BBQ was the BEST THING EVER! :D it was a great bonding session for everyone! cause it was raining really heavily and we had a HUGE canvas and everyone helped to hold it up and push the rain of the canvas! it was the UN-intentional bonding session. and it was so cool! :D yay.

second day we had movie trivia and we won tickets to batman returns! :D YAY! played 'spell the feet' lols! damn funny. had to tangle out feet up to form words. lols. won that too! :D ho ho. den we had dress up games! :D the guys won that. lols. and we had a water fight too! :D haha that was SO FUN! it started with me and sophie pouring a pail of water on nessa and dipna. and then it was e sophie nessa dipna val and nicole. and SOON it involved the parents and the rest. HAHAS. so cool la. we got so wet. had drama too. we tried to pour water on the guys and girl on the bikes and blades but an accident happened. alicia fell and mei xian tripped over alicia. had to be sent to the hospital. sat there for 3 hrs before they came out. mei xians wound was HUGE. so brave girl :D but nothing serious. yupps. came back and played soccer! i'm a sucker at soccer man! but i managed to score a goal! heehees. we had pot luck for dinner and the food was GOOD. then we played the games. went back. and we didnt sleep till 4am! ho ho. stayed at the beach till 2am in the morning. and we played murderer till 4am. hahas. was so fun although i was freaking tired.

today bad the breakfast station thingy. was damn nice. had omelette, cereal, hotdog and crepes too. nice nice! played dai dee and murderer again. went back to clean up and slacked around. watched superstar on channel U! hahas! man some of them are REALLY off key. and the blind guy was GREAT GREAT. so nice. went to have LOADS of smooties later. 1 banana, 1 strawberry and 3 mocha smooties. HAHA. im such a PIG PIG PIG. (^(oo)^) OINK~ packed up and came home.

man i think i better train EXTRA hard tomorrow! work off the FATS. yeah man. toodles! tired already. nights. love to all.

__whats is a third party to do?

2005-06-09T17:11:00.000+08:00

9 june 02, thursday

fraaa HELLO! :D okay, nothing much to blog about actually. went to school today. tapped up my foot. AND IT LOOKED LIKE A BAZHANG! dumpling if you don't know what that means. so BIG. sheesh. did run ups today. HO HO. i had GOOD! :D tralalalaHEYHEY YAY!. teehees. had gym too. pretty slack actually. came back AND I WAS SUPPOSED TO DO MY HW AND PACK. but NOO i slacked on the computer AS USUAL. hahas.

oh yeahh. this morning when i woke up i found EYE BAGS! so big la. sheesh. this is what sleeping at 1230 and waking up at 620 does to you. :\ eeps man. oh yeah training is at 9 tomorrow! :D YAY! then we head off for camp. dohh~ haha. well really nothing much to say ciao! :D

2005-06-08T18:08:00.000+08:00

8 june 05, wednesday

*tired of waiting

lols! i made up a ULTRA weird story about spongebob and patrick to valerie today! :D HOHO.

PATRICK : SPONGEBOB WHERE RE YOU ! stop hiding already.

SPONGEBOB : im HERE!

PATRICK : DUHHHH~ i STILL CANT SEE YOU SPONGEBOB

SPONGEBOB : IM HERE behind you

PATRICK : DUHHH UHHH. where? -looks down.

SPONGEBOB : NO! behind you!

PATRICK : DUHHH. -looks left

SPONGEBOB : NO NO NO! BEHIND YOU!

PATRICK : UHHH okay. -looks up

SPONGEBOB : -shouts into his ear IM BEHIND YOU PATRICK YOU! YOU.. STARFISH!

PATRICK : i can hear you but i still cant see you!

SPONGEBOB : -takes out a pan and wacks his head.

IM HERE!! HERE! BEHIND YOU! B-E-H-I-N-D! BEHIND! YOU!

PATRICK : DUHH! -lifts spongebob up and looks below

DUHH.. where are you?? -puts spongebob down

OH! there you are spongebob! i was looking all over for you! where did you go?

SPONGEBOB: -faints

-the end-

haha. i know it sounds spastic. :D i was bored. hmm training today was RELAXED! :D did hurdles and was done. finished at 10 BUT i waited till 1130 for ms pereira! went to the physio room while waiting. found out mr mah is leaving and there's a new physio therapist! :D hahas. shes nice. and very very bubbly. ho ho. young too! anyway. i found out that i have a mild inverse sprain on my right ankle. ho hum. HOW FUN LA. hope mr valeri didnt find out. i think i'm cursed! stupid hanxiang. first tell me to get sick. AND I GOT SICK. next tell me to sprain ankle or something although it would be hard word. I SPRAINED MY ANKLE. BUT all in the wrong week. WASTED. hahas. anyway went to pasta mania for lunch and went to find sophie at swensons and mdm chan treated us to STICKY CHEWY CHOCOLATE! :D tralalala. went back after that. came home and did hw! well.. i AM ALMOST done. hahas. sheesh. tomorrow i better do more man. phew. tralalala. nothing much to say. toodles! :D

2005-06-07T22:05:00.000+08:00

7 june 05, tuesday

ho ho ho! :D im back to training. yes FULL training. MAN i'm so dedicated to training. sheesh! makes me seem.. well.. like an ANGEL! :D -beams. LOLS. alright that IS spastic. tralalala. training was alright i guess. i couldnt really run that fast. was like some slow maniac. and OH OH guess what. i THINK i injured myself again! SHIT man. i am so darn screwd. and i cant go for physio cause magish(?) isnt around till THURSDAY. sighs. and this time its my right leg. i am so pissed off. am i like that unlucky to be under jumps? CRAP MAN. sigh sigh sigh.

i just realised something. IS THIS A HOLIDAY OR WHAT?! like HELLO?! for starters, we have to train EVERYDAY i tell you. second, they GIVE US HOMEWORK. thirdly, MY SATURDAYS AND SUNDAYS (mind you) ARE GETTING CUT OFF FROM ME. -snorts. this is barely a holiday. bummers for me. i wanna go travelling. SIGHS.

lets see what's planned ahead for me :

10-12june - track camp

18-19june - swift competition

19june - BACK TO SCHOOL.

this is so SICK. sighh. hol's are gonna be over before you even realise it. and i MUST MUST really get started on my homework! sheesh. so far.. i've only done 3/4 of my physics hw. LOLS. i am sucha slacker. i still have 5 english assignments, finish up physics and a ss hw to do. darn. much catching up to do. i almost forgot about the heat capacity stuff we learn. sheesh. no time for going out or whatsoever. SIGH. i'm not gonna enjoy the remaining 12 DAYS OF HOLIDAY! oh sigh oh sigh. guess left with nothing much. toodleloo.

2005-06-06T14:44:00.000+08:00

6 june 05, monday

WOW! today is JUST great. so was yesterday! *hints* can you hear the sarcasm. ughs. BUT before i go into detail, -drumroll please- i shall start from church! :D -beams. tralalala. went to church, met mel in the toilet! HOHO! k that was lame. went to meet boyfriend:D and the blindTOOT:D! hahas. went to the sanctuary to watch mel, claire, shawn and clarence get baptismed and comfirmed today! :D YAY for them. congrats people! its really a blessing to see youths coming out public and declaring their great faith and fiery passion for God :D YAYNESS for you guys. sermon was a bt confusing though? did lementations. in a blurr. oh well. hmm went out for lunch at geylang and NO do NOT get any ideas of prostitution! hoho. k im LAME. had the nice duck rice! WEET. went to the EXPO for PC fair. saw the new ZEN. omg! its so small and NICE LA. bet the prices are GORGEOUS too. tralala. the expo was a MAD HOUSE. pushing everywhere. SHEESH. oh daddy bought a new dvd recorder! woohhh its so CHIO. hahas.

and the BEST PART AWAITS! :D me and jie started to feel pains in our stomach. well she started having it first. hers was in the morning. mine was till we were waiting for her to get out of the toilet i was bearing the pain since i thought it was something else. until in the car daddy started BURPING which made me feel really grossed out! i told mummy i felt like i wanted to puke. so both of us were in the car all doubled over. haha. and we took a long time searching for a darn doc! cause they were closed till 7. so we had to wait like half an hour! everyone was staring at us. sheesh man. waves of pain were flowing in my tummy. hurt like hell. got a jab and medication. came back and flopped onto the sofa. got dragged up to my parents room. and i started to have diarroea. yuck man. hahas. but i felt better after that.

didnt got for training today. came down with fever. yupps. sigh suayy. wished i started to have it next week wed! then i COULD HAVE GONE FOR CHURCH CAMP and not take part in swift! sheesh. so not fated. sigh sigh sigh. everyone is gonna have fun WITHOUT me. ): sad. oh well. shakalakalaka. BURP. k im gone! ciao ciao :D

2005-06-04T14:25:00.000+08:00

4 june 05, saturday

HELLO! :D lets say its been a wonderful week. why? cause i'm basically SLACKING everyday! woohhh. lets see. i went out with TOOT on wednesday and we watched MOSNTER-IN-LAW! ho ho! :D it ROCKED! was funny. BUT we had seperate seats! cause we were so late. actually, I was late. lols. OOPS. sorry toot! :D had training on thursday and friday and today. oh! me, val and sophie ate swensons on thursday AND friday! :D we had TOP:LESS 5 on thursday! ohhh yeahh. topless 5 topless 5. and we had a milkshake competition yesterday! :D so fun. lols. went back. slacked

had bible study! haha. was so funny! :D everyone was HIGH HIGH IN THE SKY! WEET! hahas. on the topic dating. was quite funny la. and i ATE SO MUCH. ughs. heehee. came back and slept late.

had training today! all the way a gombak. did medicine ball and the sun was SO HOT. bought bubble tea after that as usual! :D tralalala. nothing much now. ciao ciao! :D

2005-06-01T00:54:00.000+08:00

31st may 2005, tuesday

woah! im shit tired today! -yawns i stupidly slept at 12+ lsat night forgetting that i was to wake up at like 630! woah man. and i rushed like HELL and GUESS WHAT! brilliant and i MEAN brilliant me got to school 30mins early! _-_ and i even thought i was LATE. dumb me. had pretty okay training. weights was so heavy. 80kg 5x10 EACH! -.- almost died. AND *pop* all of a sudden me and gail had to stay back in school to help out AGAIN i emphasize AGAIN to help out in the primary school camp thing. and i was so tired already and those kids made me even more tired. the table tennis and badminton group were SO OUTTA HAND! i almost pengsan. couldnt control them AND they were SO annoying. the netballers group was a BLESSING! -phew they ROCKED man. so CUTE la! xD teehees. came back at like 5?! darn late.

just watched MADAGASCAR today! (: SO CUTE LA! really funny. laughed my ass off although it was practically frozen! sheesh. oh well. going out with TOOT tmr! :D cant wait! gonna watch MONSTER IN LAW! ROARRRRRRRR~ hahas. NIGHTS! (:

`something is missing in my life but i can't put a finger on it ;

clueless.

2005-05-30T20:06:00.000+08:00

29th May 2005, monday

HELLO YELLOW! :D hoho! had training today and GUESS WHAT! i found out i cant bloody hell go for church camp! SOBS. stupid swift competition clashes with the camp. sighs. i think i'm seriously not fated to go for church camp. urks. just when i made a decision to go i cant go -.- whatever man. nevermind there's still youth camp i hope! training was rather slack today BUT i was like so darn tired! couldn't even jog 2 stupid rounds. haha. man i am such a PIG.

came back and slacked around summore. lols! i just watched russel peter's comedy show! HAHA! he is HELLA FUNNY! man i feel so dirty after watching it LA! HAHA! laughed my ass off man. WOOHH. haha. well still had alot of fun watching it. hahas. nothing much to say TOODLES! :D

2005-05-29T12:34:00.000+08:00

29 may 2005, sunday

BOO! :D just got back from church. nothing much interesting. but well stephanie is back and recovered form her funny stomache flu! teresa is back and walking after her accidents and uncle eetou just got a baby girl! :D yay! AMEN TO THE LORD! had bs and went back after that. hahas. yupps. oh oh! a lizard crawled on my leg YESTERDAY! like EEEWWW la. urks. ):

anyway gonna go east coast later! :D gonna have a bbq. WEEE :D cant wait cant wait. play around with cousins. ho ho. alright nothing much to blog anymore! :D yay. TOODLES!

training at 830am tmr. POUTS.

2005-05-27T19:11:00.000+08:00

27 may 05
friday

woot! (: schools over! 3 weeks of holiday for me! YAY! -beams. ho ho ho. i'm so glad. but i still got LOADS of homework to do! darn it. 5 homeworkfor english, 1 physics worksheet to do and 1 book to read for chinese. and on top of it TRAINING EVERYDAY!:D SPLENDID! -hints- sense the sarcasm. urks. well, anyway daddy is coming back today! :D gonna go to changi airport later to pick him up. yupps yupps. hmm lets see what else. oh yeah! my module 3 results SUCKS! 2A1, 1A2 and 3B4! wth. i'm so screwd. oh well. nothing mu ch to blog actually. hur hur. in the mids of redoing my blogskin.

OH OH! i just remembered. GO READ 'THE NOTEBOOK" by nicholas sparks! ITS SOO SWEET AND SO SAD AND SO TOUCHING AND SWEET AND SAD AND TOUCHING! you get my drift. but well YA! i almost cried. hoho! ciao! :D

2005-05-22T14:53:00.000+08:00

210505/ sunday

Remember we'd be up all night,
Talking 'til the morning light.
Like the way it used to be,
Those simple days
Just you and me.

I see you baby I know
What's on your mind.
Cuz you look like you've
Got something to say.

I may not say those words anymore,
But maybe it just ain't my way.
You ask me do I love you but,

Do you remember
Why I walked on water for you?
Do you remember
My first steps on the moon?
Have you ever wondered why
I gave three wishes to you?
You asked a question
But the answer lies in you.

Remember we used to laugh and say,
No one understood our way.
And there were times
When you would cry,
while knocking on my door
I was there,
To shelter your pain.

I feel you baby,
Get that off your mind.
Make it to a brighter day.

The answer girl,
Lies within your heart.
Please take a look inside.
You ask me do I love you but,

Do you remember
Why I walked on water for you?
Do you remember
My first steps on the moon?
Have you ever wondered why
I gave three wishes to you?
You asked the question,
But the answer lies
In you.

forever running;
*BUT losing the race.
were it not for GRACE.

WEET! there wasnt worship today BUT we went for the BIG WALK as a group instead! :D i feel so accomplished. HEE. walked 7km today! poof was so fatigue after that. but the feeling was great even though i had to wake up at 5.40am in the morning! but we were all so HIGH today! lols. laughing early in the morning. talking nonsense. basically we were INSANE :D hahas. laughed singed jumped played told silly and corny jokes. hahas. anyway we had a shirt that shawn designed! it looks absolutely GREAT! thanks shawn! :D so creative. so nice. walked in the HOT HOT sun with a ugly orange hat. hahas. thats what everyone calls it. teehees. came back to church and we all camped in macs. yummy. went out for lunch with the youth group later. hahas. had fun. :D weee.

oh i just started reading Purpose Driven Life. its interesting even though i'm only on the first chapter. but i think it definately will help me in my faith. yupps. oh oh. i just heard a nice song! :D by aaron cater. its Do You Remember. :D lovely. TOODLES. gonna go for prayer meeting later.

2005-05-21T00:26:00.000+08:00

200505/ friday

-to be a living testimony,
*FOR GOD.

daddy's leaving tomorrow morning for bangkok, hongkong and i forgot where. gonna miss you daddy! ):

PHEW! the week is finally over. that was one tough week. english paper one, english presentation, A math, E math and chinese. glad that i made i through and i thank God for helping me through this tough week :D english presentation was great! we didnt fumble. YAY! :D great job guys! training is alright. toned down training al little. haha. coach is being funny with us. lols. funny him. next week is recovery week. hope my leg gets recovered.

well, lets see. came back from TOOTS house for bible study. i'm glad i went. haha. we sidetracked so much. BUT it was a good sidetrack! xD heehee. did lots of thinking thats why i was rather quiet. had questions.
what authority does the bible have over us? are we believing in the "wrong" God since there are so many religions? how do we know what is the "right" God? what is my motivation in living? what would be my witness that i am a christian at this point of time in my life?
and i'm waiting for these questions to be answered.

guess i havent thought much. how strong is my faith? i don't know. but i am going to make it stronger. and i found paul inspiring since we were doing 2 timothy. he did all he could to preach God's word although he was usually rejected by many. he went to many area's doing all he could. he had such strong conviction and faith. its overwhelming. even when people stoned him and chained him up in jail, he was still praising God and worshiping him.

one day i want to be like paul. have a strong faith and be convinced. (: i'm going to be a living testimony for him. and im going to start right now.

2005-05-14T22:17:00.000+08:00

140505 / saturday

come what may-*

ahhh i love that song! hoho! :D thanks to michael. YAY! frog boy. muahahas. lets see. had training today AT GOMBAK as usual. :\ hate going to gombak cause its so freaking far. hmpff. couldnt see to train properly cause my hamstrings we're feeling so darn tired. did jump circuit today. yupps. had bubble tea! :D YAY. hahahas. came home and slacked around the computer. ohhh! and i baked today! :D -beams. teeheehees. yummy cookies. tra la la la. watch aladdin 2 on disney! so nice. muahahas! okay actually nothing much to say. i was just bored. ho ho.

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

2005-05-13T23:33:00.000+08:00

130505/ friday

tired. TIRED. bloody hell freaking TIRED of all this shit.

stupid blogger crashed on me. stupid blogger STUPID STUPID blogger. shit them up. pissed. im so tired. emotionally physically and mentally. ahhh whatever. stupid injuries coming and going. when in the world would it EVER stop. sigh. i really really want it to go away. i want to perform. WALAA ipoh, inter-sport school and nationals. i dont want to bloody hell screw it up. sighs. im seriously becoming a workaholic. a loner and nerd and whatever you can call me la. im just mugging my head off to get good grades except in chinese. oh and apprantly stumpy has been reading out blogs. HOW NICE.

am i getting anywhere in the first place? i feel like im not getting what i want. my sense of accomplishment is so little. sigh. maybe im not working the right way. ahh whatever. sighh. training's getting tougher again. and i seem to be getting more injuries. bloody hell. i need freedom. to get out. i feel suffocated and restricted. sighh. sometimes i even think why the hell did i choose sports? i dunno. i dont know what to think anymore.

okay on a happier note. i went back to cf. (: mr mak talked bout sin. yupps. i did ALRIGHT for physics. 24/40 : oh well. made alot of careless mistakes. had 34/40 for chem. think it was pretty good. having 5 pprs next week. sigh. im so tired already. i need to have fun. no fun is coming from anywhere. i want go get out of singapore. sigh. im so fickle minded. i dont know what i want.

maybe its not what I want. but what God wants for me. ahh well. shall leave my life in God's hands. he has plans for me. but i just want it to go away. sigh. im waiting for sunday. it always makes me happier. (:

2005-05-08T16:27:00.000+08:00

080505 / sunday

`cause she's in fashion.

i am BORED! :D anyone wants to entertain me? its for free. haha. k whatever me. went to church this morning and it was RAINING. hoho what a nice weather. i forgot today was holy communion. hahas. luckily mum reminded me. oh oh by the way.. its MOTHER'S DAY! :D

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MUMMY! I LOVE YOU LOADS! thank you for your care and concern as well as your guidence for me and not forgetting your unconditional love for us! :D helping us with housework and everything. although you constantly NAG at us (and BOY do i hate it) i still LOVE YOU! :D

okay back to church. hmmm. had some funny treasure hunt game. haha was super short. but it was QUITE fun. they sure know how to hide clues man. singsparation was fun too! :D sang No Other Name. i love that song. reminising the moment of Youth Sunday. I LOVE YOUTH CHOIR! :D was so fun. teehee. and the USUAL MOTHER'S DAY ROUTINE! SELL FLOWERS. hahas. and boy i HATED the apron. ughs. we look like dairy maids! :\ eww. but it was fun while it lasted. apart from the times where people made sacarstic remarks! hmpff.
i like your skirt man!
you look so pretty in that apron. HAHA
and yada-yada the list goes on. joshua FAILS in complimenting woman! HAHA! hilarious moment. jie was shocked. lols. shall not go into detail.

bahhh. its back to school TODAY! sigh. i havent even touched a single homework and i'm supposed to hand in english BY tomorrow. SHYTE. screwd up. oh well. nothing much to say. BYE! :D

2005-05-07T13:23:00.000+08:00

070505 / saturday

hohoho! my mugging paid off! :D so happy. heeheehee. i mugged from monday all the way till the day of the test. THANK GOD :D and i mean it. i pass physics and mr lau said i passed it pretty well! im so happy. i passed chem too. 27/40 not as great as i wanted it too. but oh well. i bet its some careless mistakes. ugh. sheesh.

oh and guess what. i HAPPILY screwd up my freaking chinese oral. SHIT i was stuttering TOO much. AND i didn't know how to answer the open ended questions she asked. it was on NKF charity shows! like WTH?! i didn't know what entertainment was in CHINESE. sigh. think i panicked too much. groans. i'm so gonna flunk chinese. stupid stumpy (name given by dearest timmy to our wunnerful chinese teacher). hohoho! how nice. -.- she sucks. she was so nice last year! man, did she change and show us what she really is like man. chinese lesson is getting BORING now. actually, it has always been boring. oh dear. nevermind.

and guess what. im getting fat again! the sec 1's and 2's had their WOW! project. and the chocolates by death was OH SO GOOD! :D yummy chocolates! i bought alot. FAT. i know. and i think wonderful 3b contributed the most money to them. HEEHEE! lovely. miss chua must be so proud. lols. oh well. hmm lets see. i got an A1 for math. not too sure bout the rest yet though. waiting to find out.

MELODY LEFT SSS! ): oh well. hope she'll have fun in St Nicks. good luck mel!

oh! yesterday went to video ez to rent a video. rented Birth. and i didnt see the label with was M18! hoho! the show is SO confusing! my goodness. there's no linking. and the sex scene was VERY VERY UNEXPECTED. i started laughing my head off when i saw it! oops. HAHA! oh well.

guess there's nothing much left to say. so bye! :D

2005-05-02T10:56:00.000+08:00

020505 / monday

be thou my vision*

ahhhhhhh! i am so DEAD! ): sobs. major module for darn science is THIS WEEK. and i stupidly thought it was week 3. AHHH! cries. gonna mug mug mug mug mug mug mug all the way till i get back to school. hmpff. anywayy..

yesterday was SO FUN! :D i think we did SPLENDID! yay! cheers for the youth team! weeee. heehees. yupps. but sermon and everything else was kinda erm boring. hahas. the morning was bad enough. the evening was the worst. i actually fell asleep! shucks. the guy wasnt making any sense. no link at all. only got a few of his points. yupps. went for mothers day dinner with cousins :D beams. waited for SO LONG just to be able to get a table. but when we did hte food came SO QUICKLY! happy. haha. well i was hungry you know! mmpff.

came home, read a book, washed up and PLONK i went to bed. too me so long just to get to sleep SINCE someone didnt know how to TYPE QUIETLY. and BLEASTED MUSIC throuh my earphones. it was supposed to be for HER to hear not for ME to hear. BUT i heard the music. and when i shouted her name she couldn't BLOODY HEAR! had to push a chair to get the frekaing attention. and at 1.30AM mind you! i was woken up by mum scolding alvina for not doing her work. she was on the computer to DO HER WORK but what was she doing? WOW chatting mans. like whatever. and she could even lie to me saying that she completed her work. BULLSHIT. ahhh whatever.

2005-04-28T23:45:00.000+08:00

bloody hell! what is WRONG with you.YES YOU! -too bad if you don't know who you are.
can't you JUST study and KEEP YOUR GRADES UP! i mean like its NOT THAT HARD RIGHT!
what in the world is a 3/30 FOR MATH! do WE have to knock you brain into place?! don't you even have an responsibility. we're yelling around the house all cause of YOU! can't you tell?! so why don't you just pull up your sock AND WE DONT HAVE TO FIGHT. just do your work study INSTEAD of watching TV the whole darn DAY. you think life is that easy?!

everythings provided. we clean up after you. money is there. the house is there. food is there.

don't you even have any sense of gratitude in you?! i guess you won't even realise im talking about YOU! since you rarely come to my blog anyway. so here i am venting out CIVILISLY since i am trying to get hold of myself. like WHATEVER. just bloody buck up and change you're attitude. we've been reminding you a million times already. FINE. you can be that way. no one can every change you stupid attitude. no use giving you preachy talks. why? cause you won't even listen. you wont even change. cause you just too stubborn and refuse to listen. fine. i can't talk to you cause of the past. the year of hatred burning in us everyday. the fights the anger the crying the screaming. the words that stung my heart and left a scar. sighs.

i'm going to have a talk with you tomorrow. i pray that God's gonna help it go smoothly. i'm gonna pray that you're gonna listen. hope everything goes well. sigh.

2005-04-28T16:00:00.000+08:00

280405, thursday

okay. i am STUPIDLY wasting my holiday. -there i go yapping away again- oh well. i'm supposed to be doing my homework and stufying BUT i cant see to control myself from switching on the tv or the computer. -slaps self
yesterday was mummys birthday! :D
today is my parents anniversary! :D
tomorrow is my daddys birthday! :D

triple celebration! :D ho ho.
k i am bored. don't mind me.
training has been tiring these few days.
SUCKS. have loads of muscle aches.
and its the workouts we've NOT done for a long time. haha.
i'm so screwd -sarcastic

oh well. guess im gonna DRILL myself to do work now.
SIGHs. come back later.

2005-04-25T21:08:00.000+08:00

250405* monday

lets see. i wasted one whole day doing nothing. WOW! :D hahas. been on the comp practically the whole day. watched a little of cartoons and ate. gonna get fat one day. muah ha ha. had no training. didn't go down to jurong east to watch the badminton girls play. was too far and i was too lazy anyway. ho ho. oh well. i was HIGH at one point of time! for about an hour! lols. sammie kwan thought i was MAD. and kept calling me cute -.- funny WOMAN! xD freaking cow. la la la. was high on testimonials too! hee hee. oh well. guess its back to training. and studying too. SIGH. training tmr. come back. study. think i'm gonna bring books to study along the way. sighs. guess there's nothing much now! toodles.

2005-04-25T10:53:00.000+08:00

250405, monday.

Be strong and take courage,
Do not hear or be dismayed;
For the Lord will go before you,
And His light will show the way.

Be strong and take courage,
Do not fear or be dismayed;
For the One who lives within you
Will be strong in you today.

Why don't you give Him all of your fears?
Why don't you let him wipe all of your tears?
He knows! He's been thru pain before,
And He knows all that you've been looking for.

Nothing can take you out of His hand;
Nothing can face you that you can't command.
I know that you will always be in His love;
In His power you will be free.

i love choir practice :D the song is beautiful (:

2005-04-24T22:10:00.000+08:00

laughing, dancing
prancing, crying
OVERJOYED TEARS;

i am so HAPPY! :D :D :D! the virus is GONE! i'm allowed to use FRIENDSTER AND BLOGGER AND HOTMAIL! (: finally. couldn't LIVE withOUT them. sighhhs. pressure and stress free. hees. i couldn't blog. and JAVA and COOKIES were missing too!

STUPID VIRUS. life was so cruel with it. hrumpff-

anyway. had Allcomers today. came in 3rd. not too bad i guess. but the jumps were shit. and i mean SHIT. didn't run fast enough and i wasnt in the mood for competition. oh well. anyway its HOLIDAY! muahahas.

lols. im too happy to say anything else.

okay. CHERYL TONE DOWN! hrummppp.. okay. lets see. sam just got back 3 weeks ago and he's gone already. sighs. oh well. just talked to laura the other day. miss her loads! ): i'm getting more and more distanced from everyone. seriously what is happening? its like i don't know anyone anymore. well. guess cause everyone is studying. bahhh~

ohoh. i was super enthu today in church! HAHA! i went mad. and choir practice is FUN! :D youth sunday is next week. HA HA! cant wait! :) cant wait to praise God. realise i've asked and asked and asked. BUT. i never listen for him. i never appreciate the silence he gave. silence with the answers. now i realise. God IS good. (: many things to thank him for. (: nothing much now. BYE! (:

VIRUS IS GONEEEEE :D

2005-04-22T23:17:00.000+08:00

yes YES YES! (:
its the holidays! hell YEAHHHH~
pwweeeeettt.
well the weak was okay i guess.
had math AND chinese test today.
and i can gladly say that i'll PASS BOTH! :D
weeeeeeee~
mugging hard paid off! hee

didnt have training today.
training at 9AM (freak) at gombak tmr.
sighhh. gonna compete at Allcomers on Sunday.
yupps. hope i do well. hope my ankle doesnt get worst!
cause its on the road to being better! YAY!
nothing much to day now. NIGHTS (:

2005-04-17T19:11:00.000+08:00

commiunication through faith*

my stupid rashes still wont go away! -pouts
went to church today. had bible study. steph wasnt here so dominic led today. yupps. time management. pretty good actually. (: yeah. oh was supposed to go down to gombak and watch the juniors jump but i didn't go in the end. heehee. i stayed back for choir practice since i havent gone for a million years. it was good! :D although we got lost a little. hees. valerie lost her whole bag in church. goodness. someone took it. its like unbelievable! someone FROM CHURCH. sighs. oh well.

went to lavendar food court for lunch. (: i love the pancakes! yummmyyyyyyy~ hahas. yeahhh. gonna go back tmr. (: YAY! i can have my aircon for one more day. heeee. hmm. jumpers did not bad! (: mariam and matthew got 1st. jannah and amanda did real good too! oh well GALOO! its alright ya? its just nats jr. you'll do much better next time! just dont step overboard! (:

k thats all. bye (:

2005-04-16T23:03:00.000+08:00

i want to see your most beautiful smile.

i have frekaing rashes! UGH UGH UGH! ITCHY! i hate it! YUCKS! i cant scratch cause it hurts! stupid stadium. ):

okay lets see. had training at 11 this morning. thinking tha ti was late i rushed into the stadium and GUESS WHAT! i was the first one there! coach came behidn me. and i was the only one training at that point of time! stupid stefan came like 45min late! sheesh. hahas. oh well. did a pretty fast warm up. did the right right left left jump thingy. and i did bounding UPHILL! okay maybe thats exaggerated. up a slope is more like it. hahas. did core stability after that and i was a WET! perspired alot today. sophie was disgusted. hahas! yeahh. went with sophie to the bakery after that to get my pathetic lunch for the day. watched the rest of the races. OH! i started on my chinese book! (: it took me an hour to finish 4 pages. :\ and 30min to finish another 10pages? hahas! k that was like so wrong.

oh and poor valerie! she pulled her hamstring. sighs. poor girl! valaweee! you takkaire of your leg okay! get back up and running soon k dear! (:

went to watch the U-15 bpys triple jump. but! and i mean a HUGE BUT. it started to rain REALLY HEAVILY! stupid rain. we were stranded on the other end for an HOUR. sheesh. and i as reading my chinese book. hahas. yay! i learn 2 words today. muahahas. with the help of shen lao shi and miss chan. yupps. oh and they postponed the triple jump to tomorrow morning 10am. oh well. i'm not fated to watch it. hahas. but im gonna try really hard to watch gails race. yupps. k i guess thats all so yeah. bye! (:

2005-04-15T22:50:00.000+08:00

could you find it in your heart,
to make it go away,
and let me rest in pieces.

okay lets see. this week was the worst week of my life. i screwd up my geography test then i screwd up my social studies test. i am SO GOING TO FAIL MY FREAKING HUMANITIES.
i didn't even complete the ss ppr! shyte. DEEP shyte. sighhs. and guess what? it is also a MAJOR module. I'M DEAD! I'M DEAD! I'M DEAD! haha. i sound like dash! (he's so cute!)

oh well, i guess the rest of the week was fine. went to watch the xc race on wednesday. heehee. i saw sam! (: muahahas. and i met a million people that day! so happy. all my old friends. yupps. lets see. we did not too bad actually! (: b div girls got top! yay!

hmm what else, training has been pretty slack! just been doing medicine ball training. how boring. but tiring. hahas. and only left me, stefan and dickson without competition. so 3 of us had to do training today. had gym. did full squats WHICH killed my thighs. was so tired. almost fell when i did 60kg. hell! and since there WERE NO GIRLS TO DO GYM WITH ME( STARES AT GAIL ) stefan and mr quintin had to help me. hahas. oh well. by the time i finished training my legs were all wobbly! almost fell while walking down the stairs. hahas.

anyway thank goodness its friday! gonna have training at gombak at 11 tmr! ughs. i dont want. so HOT. hope get to practice triple! (: im starting to love it since LJ hates me. hahas. okay thats enough. NIGHTS! (:

2005-04-09T18:40:00.000+08:00

hello hello! I AM A HAPPY GIRL!
YAYY~
i am freaking happy!
see! I AM HAPPY! (: (: (:
why??
cause i got 2nd place in triple jump!
YEAHH! (:
angie and i kepy our promise
to KICK ASSES! xD
oh YEAH MAN!
wohoooo
teeheeeeees.
k thats actually everything i wanted to say
BYE! I AM HAPPY! (:

2005-04-09T11:05:00.000+08:00

lets see..
TODAY IS THE DAY! argh
triple jump. my LAST and FINAL chances for at least getting top 8.
sighhs. oh well. gotta try my best i guess.
praying that my ankle will hold.

hmms. the week was alright i guess.
nothing much happened.
had a parent-teacher-meeting today.
was kinda boring.
and i had chocolate! -beams
from dr seet of course!
who else could provide so much chocolate.
well. my overall grades are okay i guess.
3A1 3B3 and a C6. hee hee.
guess which sub is C6!
like DUH CHINESE! sheesh.
gotta buck up.
its like a million points from 10points :

and i think i slept on my eye! xits puffy and it hurts!

2005-04-03T19:02:00.000+08:00

first things first.
weather sucked.
leg sucked.
knee lift sucked.
jump sucked.
(and you go "there she goes grumbling again.")
well, what can i do?
BUT, i'm not go into depression and what not's.

well, the day started of great! (:
went to church. sat with angie and both of us were nervous together.
hahahas. weird us.
she took a lift with us and we had lunch.
and we both drank carrot + green apple juice!
muahahas.. (:
went to gombak.
weather was CRAZY AS HELL!
so darn bloody HOT!
drained all my energy.
i was perspiring at ps and while warming up
i was drenched! practically raining.
sheesh.

praticed jumps were fine.
just that i didn't go high enough and
i kept over-stepping the board. ):
and when the actual jump came.
i screwd it all up.
stupid me. my best was what? 4.08m
because of MY BUTT.
big ass.
think everyone wasn't doing as well as they should.
like 50cm behind? yeahh.
comforted angie. she was so sad.
but managed to get her back smiling! (:
went back and comforted myself.
ate food and i wore gails MEDAL
to keep me happy! lols!
like 10ppl thought i had 1st!
-snorts.
oh wells. OH OH!
SAMMIE IS BACK! HEEHEE! ^^V
screamed like i said i would when i saw him
and i saw someone else with him! giggles.
:DD i bet sam was sooo happy then. ELI ELI! x)

lets see. the rest of the runners were GREAT MANS!
weee. so fun! hahas. so COOL! (:
ahh well. gonna go back to school tomorrow.
yupps. toodles! (:

2005-04-02T22:07:00.000+08:00

hey SOOT. haha TOOT here to invade again! since i cant seem t be able to see your entries, i decided to invade! hahah sighs my com's screwed la. *hints* anyways! just wanna say JIA YOU! *takes out poms poms to cheer for you* haha i knw i'll still get to wish u tml but decided i'll just wish u twice la. hahah. aint i such a wunnerful fren! x) hahah. oh wells. all the best YA. i'll be praying for you! (: take care dear gal! *BIGhugs* see u tml! iloveyouuu!HEH. i really do OKAY. hahah. never doubt MY erms. LOVE. haha. OH and cheer up! she'll return! dogs are able to find their way home one! (: so dun worry k!

2005-04-02T21:35:00.000+08:00

let's say today was a rather eventful day! (:
had national juniors! yupps! -nods
and i think we trashed everyone la! so cool!
muahahahahas~
we pratically dominated every event.
anyway went there for warm up and guess what...
it just happen TO RAIN! SHEESH -pouts
how FUN. warm up in the rain.
got drenched by the time we did drills.
wow. i so loved that. -rolls eyes

gail rocked her event LA! (:
so proud to call her my junior!
but, I HATE her too!
pouts pouts pouts pouts pouts!
she got the freaking championship record
with a 10.40+ and guess what.
she fouled her last jump.
which was a FREAKING 10.95!
WHAT IN THE WORLD WERE YOU THINKING GIRL?!
man man man. and the reason i hate her?
i haven't even reached 10m.
-ashamed.
stefan got a record too! (:
so happy for him.
oh oh i think the judges were BIASED!
han wei was like the only sole competitor for stefan.
and guess what. he should be placed 2nd
BUT, he fouled all his jumps. why?
because he didn't tay on the spot.
stupid.
SO SAD LA! ):
BIASED JUDGES! -HMPFF
oh i collected gail's medal on her behalf!
x) so cool. MUAHHA! i got the medal!
IM NOT GIVING IT BACK! NONO~
just kidding! (:

oh well. tomorrow is MY TURN! ahhh~
i'm gonna get a nervous breakdown or something!
ughs~
i hope my ankle holds.
i'm gonna push my luck.

gonna pray hard.
and i don't think its gonna work very well?
am i asking too much?
did all this happen because,
i negleted God?
i think so.
i've negleted him for so long.
he's so near yet so far.
guess its back to devotion again.
well gonna repent at church tmr.
forgive me my Lord. (:

2005-04-01T19:46:00.000+08:00

sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh!
IM DEPRESSED MORTIFIED SAD FURIOUS! )':
someone took my dog away.
someone stole her!
she ran off.
she didn't come back.
she left my house unguarded
WHY THE HELL DID SHE RUN AWAY?!
or WHY THE HEL DID SOMEONE FREAKING HELL TAKE HER!
i'm not gonna say F**K you, but instead
i'm gonna pray that someone will return her
(if they know where she ran off from)
or that she will find her way back.

i want my dog back.
I REALLY REALLY WANT HER BACK!
):

2005-03-27T18:03:00.000+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE! :D
no one gave me an easter egg! ): sheesh.
well can't expect someone to give me one anymore.
i'm not a kid anymore! hahas.
-points and laugh at self

man, do i sound stupid or what.
anyway went to church today,
went for alvina's early birthday dinner
at CAFE CARTEL.
i had my favourite bbq ribs! :D
and i went SHOPPING after that!
met MANGOSTEEN M (melissa) at wistma in ebase.
she cut her FRIGGIN HAIR!
by four and a half inch! -gasps
had a huge shock. hahas.

went to forever 21. saw pretty nice shirts
BUT i didn't buy anything. (:
see i save money!
( am lying to myself )

chatting with laura :D
miss her loads!
-smooches her
HA HA! we're talking absolute nonsense.
look at the stuff we made up.

yellow yellow dirty fellow
red red botak/watermelon head
blue blue like a shoe
green green like jelly bean! (:
black black what the heck?!
white white WAHH so bright!
brown brown smelly crown
purple purple my fast go WOOGLE! xD
silver silver lets go kill her
gold gold i sound like a hoe/ i caught a cold

lols. lame us. oh well back to JAIL again. UGHS.
nevermind, i'll get to see valerie's face! (: hur hur
toodles! love

2005-03-27T00:12:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANXIANG! (:

just decided to blog. oh actually. its happy BELATED already. WOOPS! teehees. woke up darn early this morning just to get to bukit gombak for training. ugh. dragged my body there. thank goodness daddy was SO KIND enough to fetch me there! i love daddy! (: training actually sucked big time for me. i have no idea what came over me! sheesh, my run up's were all wrong! timing, jumps EVERYTHING. my oh my. i'm freaking out so badly! national juniors is just like 2 weeks away! sighs. stupid ankle! GRRRS. finished training and waited for daddy and mummy to finish climbing. hahas. met my aunt's and uncle. had lunch together and came home. was supposed to go for a swim but oh well. it was raining. hahas. came back to slack and went off for prayer meeting. man i am FAT. \: better start losing weight again! bahhhh. i want my ankle to heal! nbm.

tomorrow is, no wait TODAY is easter sunday! (: YAY! where's mr easter bunny! come out come out wherever you are! teehees. alrights there's no easter bunny. but just a day to remember that Christ rose from the dead. yupps. guess there's nothing much to say! nighties darlings! (: love.

2005-03-25T23:38:00.000+08:00

pot luck dinner is a success! (: thanks to everyone who came! yupps yupps. dinner was great, fellowship was great, sharing was fun! (: hahas. was sharing loads of funny lame jokes and games. took me yearns to get the answer! sheesh. oh well. i least i got it in the end. hur hur. oh well. training at gombak tmr! ahhh~ hate it. gotta wake up super early! sighhs. oh well. thats the price to pay for going for easter convection and not going training! -rolls eyes. sigh. oh well. gotta sleep now. nighties! (: oh by the way

HAPPY EALY BIRTHDAY HANXIANG! (:

2005-03-25T16:34:00.000+08:00

*without faith,
i'll be forever running,

but losing the race.

ahh hah! today is GOOD friday! (: went for the easter convection this morning. had bk for breakfast and rushed to the convection centre and BOY it was crowded! i had to stand up and i was right at the back. it was total full house! better then the past years! EXCELLENT! (: had to share seats with toot. hahas. ahh well. the sermon was good! and i shall now use the word "awesome" that often anymore. few things can be described as awesome. (: oh the songs were great too! loved it. wahhh. anyway gonna get going. gotta prepare some food or there's not enough food to go round! (: pot luck dinner! lets hope there's enough food! toodles!

2005-03-24T23:54:00.000+08:00

my legs hate me ):

i'm back to physio AGAIN. sighs. and here's what i found out there.
1. my right calf is shorter then my left calf by 3cm.
2. i now have high arch instead of almost becoming flat footed.
3. my big toes grow inwards.

how amazing. and i found out that because of those toes and my high arch, it decreases my ability to withstand the impact!

SSSSCCCCRRRREEEEAAAAMMMM!!!!

I HATE THAT SO MUCH! I HATE THAT SO MUCH! I HATE THAT SO MUCH! I HATE THAT SO MUCH! I HATE THAT SO MUCH! I HATE THAT SO MUCH! I HATE THAT SO MUCH! I HATE THAT SO MUCH! I HATE THAT SO MUCH! I HATE THAT SO MUCH! I HATE THAT SO MUCH! I HATE THAT SO MUCH! I HATE THAT SO MUCH! I HATE THAT SO MUCH!

aren't i just BRILLIANT. i can forget about having my ankle fully cured now. big sighs.

2005-03-24T19:41:00.000+08:00

ahhh.. i'm finally blogging! after a week! a hell of a week i mean. lets start with the SPH.

sat and sun was the SPH relays! we did like BRILLIANT?! so exciting. teehees. C div girls had all golds and they RE-broke and i mean RE-BROKE their records! (: C div boys had 3 golds and 1 silver and 1 record. so which definately means that they had gotten the overall champ. b div girls were awesome!! we won the 4x200m! AMAZING! it was like COOOOLLLL~ hahas. we and sophie were hugging and jumping and screaming together in the middle of the field. lols. 4x100m we got 4th! we were ALMOST 3rd! but oh well. anyway GREAT JOB to mariam, jannah and amanda lee! (: so proud of you. even though you are only sec 1's you totally trashed those seniors! (: keep up alright! you're gonna do excellent! WALAA ppl did great too! (: yay! hahas. im so excited.

lets see. back to school and VALERIE PEREIRA LEFT ME ALONE FOR TWO NIGHTS! hrumpff- but she came back to me! -giggles. hahas. she came back yesterday! yippeeeeee. school was boring? hahas. had CIP today! went to watch the primary school relay. did zone judging again! so fun! but definately tiresome. hahas. was being whacky while doing judging. lols. i think dipna thought i was crazy. lols. legs were aching so much. went to macs to get ice cream. walked around j8 with val, nessa and dipna. sat in the other macs. went to take neos! i think its my first neo of the year! hahas. was pretty fun mannns. now i'm home. tmr's good friday. gonna have some fun i hope! (: guess nothing much left! (: tata! i'm happy for once! are you happy too?

2005-03-18T17:15:00.000+08:00

slacked the whole of today! how interesting! teehees. i slept at 1.30 last night and i woke up at 11.30. 10hours sleep. how nice! (: i can't sleep longer then that. it would be absurd. lols. went out to hougang for lunch? can back and slacked more. teehees. still can't get over synergy. bleah. got gail to try and get a ticket from her cg leader so that i can go on the last day! yeah! its gonna be filled with people. can't wait. read The Diary Of A Teenage Girl again. everytime i read that book it gives me loads to think about and u can never get bored reading that bok over again. its the one book i would never stop reading! talks about your faith and your relationship with God. real interesting! people you sld read it! highly recommended! yupps. well this entry is much useless just that i was bored so i decided to blog. hahas well guess i better start on my work! ts almost back to school and there's no time on the weekend! gonna go out for a few games of pool after dinner so i better get down to work! toodles! (:

2005-03-17T23:08:00.000+08:00

synergy was a BLAST! (: it rocked so darn much! loved every bit of it! thank goodness i went. heex. thanks sharlyn and shirlyn! (: yupps. went to downtown east. saw laura and jt. yupps. meet sharlyn's friends. haha. quite a friendly bunch. but didnt talk much to them. yupps. oh PLANET SHAKER'S ROCK! yeah yeah yeah! bought the shirt. sld have bought the cd mans! love the songs. hahas.

well what rocked more was that i could finally feel a connection. felt more alive. and my spirit is finally awake and i'm not weary. cause i know that [g]od will take my burdens and i can "cast all my cares upon him" . i'm gonna leave my past and start a new future with [g]od by my side. i'm not gonna be a materialistic girl. i'm gonna overcome that temptation. and [g]od is going to help me. i don't need money or fancy presents. all i need is the love from [g]od and my family. quote from the bible in psalms "better it is in your court then a thousands elsewhere" how true is that. its better in [g]od house then having a thousand holidays or a thousand honeymoons. i don't care i'm gonna praise [g]od. i gonna use my body as an instrument to persue my king, the father up there in heaven who has already planned my life. i'm not gonna worry what comes next cause everything has been prepared. come what may. do what you want but [g]od would only be the one who can save me. yes lord and amen to that! (:

well back to the concert. it was so great! jumped, lifted my hands had fun praising [g]od one of the best experience in my life. feel so energized now. no wonder its called synergy. hahas. ah k that was lame. but its true! my life feel's full now. teehees. no regret's going. yeah yeah yeah! (: i'm high! hahas. just can't stop. after that we went out to get the shirts. lols. size S was sold out so we took M. chatted with laura again! gosh i miss her! hahas. walked around. had to help jt take pictures with his friends and we, no i mean I failed taking a pictures 3 times. once it wasnt taken cause the cam blanked out. 2nd time someone walked RIGHT PAST and block the picture. stupid guy. den the 3rd it blanked out AGAIN! i think? lets hope it still has a pic. but it wasnt my fault! the cam was on low batt. hur hur. sorrie jt. lol. and shalyn just had to SUAN ME LA! but i agree not bad looking! HAHA! -blushes (: oh well i better stop soon. or i'll never end. teehees. toodles! (: jesus you are the savior of my soul! (: i love you, amen.

2005-03-17T14:25:00.000+08:00

okay stupid blogger decided to crash on me! and now im blogging once more. bloody darn it! ugh so lets talk again.

had a stupid training today. a bloody 4hr training. and guess what?! i ran only 40mins out of the whole training. like HELLO?! wasted my time just hanging around sitting and talking. he was doing alot of talking as well as YELLING! wth. got darn pissed off! had a horrible training session. first practiced the 4x100m relay. i missed passing to mariam and we dropped the baton. next we were practicing the 4x200m passing. i was to pass to janah. she started too slow and she went a little into my side of the lane at the curve. i got a big shock and i jumped back! i mean i couldn't help it! and he yelled at me. told me to get out and get a substitute. got fu**ing pissed. tried not to cry. like what the hell. he cant seem to understand our feelings?! just shout at us. his words are so crude and harsh! ugh. so out the 4x200m team i went. went to the gym later even though it was SO LATE and they briefed us on SPH and he got pissed again and shouted again! why? cause we couldnt be uniformed. got pissed again. at the end he told me i'm still in the team. like phew but its like .... as well. ah well. got too pissed to bathe in school. and didnt wanna see school anymore so i went back unbathed :
enough bout school. gonna go for synergy later! (: yeah! planetshakers! weee. hope to meet ppl there! yupps. nothing much to say! toodles! (:

2005-03-16T21:24:00.000+08:00

its already wednesday! :\ half the week is gone already. ahhhhh~ and soon it'll be back to the hectic lifestyle in school. sigh. SPH is just this weekend and i think i'm gonna screw it up. ughs. i'm paranoid la. oh well. better get back to studying hard if i wanna take my O's and go to a good school.

trained this morning as usual. was ultra slack today! teehees. maybe cause i took my time and they all followed? oops. hahas. went home myself. and believe it or not i was cleaning the WHOLE HOUSE by myself! can't believe i did that. goodness. anyway WALAA PEOPLE! all the best alright! you're gonna do yourself proud! (: go go go! all the way! will be cheering you people on! (: yuppies.

seeing everyone smiling and laughing gayly. when would it be my turn? am i a loner or am i just pathetic.

2005-03-15T20:52:00.000+08:00

OMG! can you believe it! i have NOT been only and touched the computer and blogged and socialised for MORE THAN 1 WEEK! wow wow wow! i am so pro-ed. teehees. lets see. how was my week. i guess it was alright. had a few tests here and there. oh i just passed my E math?! and i did pretty well for A math. what an irony. hahas. oh wells. guess i better study harder mans. went to watch the little prince thingy. it was alright i guess. just that the mixture of chinese and english was like HELLO! irritating! got pulled around by sarah. had a lift home from nicole's mum and we had supper! lols. yeahh.

hols now. having training every morning! and the first day of training i was bloody late. had a punishment WHICH i did not carry out. lols. i know i lazy :P oh wells. and this weekend is SPH already! and i am so not phsyced up at all. ughs. just hope we can do a good time. gonna get freaked out. forgot to bring back my new balance track suit! shucks. i better get it tmr. better start on my hw too! bleah.

hanged out with mersa yesterday! haven't chatted or seen each other for MONTHS?! goshness and she's my NEIGHBOUR. wow. hahas. caught up with out laughter and nonsense. watched tv and played sims2 as usual! heehees. was fun! stayed there till around 8. did stuff we couldn't do when we were younger. hahas. guess there's nothing much to say. gotta sleep soon. training tmr! sigh. toodles! (:

2005-03-06T16:36:00.000+08:00

its back to school today. sighs. i don't feel like training. ughs. or studying. tests next week. chemistry, physics, social studies, math. math project due, english assignment due, and my math work which i haven't completed! ahhhh. sighs. i want to take my o's and be done with it! im seriously paranoid. sheesh.

had church service today. and funny told me that i'm making that annocement only today! ahh. made me frantic and i went bersark! i screwd it up LA! sighh. i was stammering and stammering. and i made a million mistakes. ughs. guess i'll do it better next time. gotta practice. oh mans. i feel so...

nothing much to say now! (: bye.

2005-03-05T23:44:00.000+08:00

hur hur. its almost sunday! (: back to church. yupps. feel guilty now cause i haven't been doing QT for the past 2 weeks! :/ oops. ahh well.. lets see. woke up bout 10 this morning. slacked around the whole day! and guess what? i'm supposed to be doing my homework and studying! AHHH~ guess its tmr then! oh wells. and i'm so stuffed up! feel like a turkey waiting to be served during a thanksgiving dinner. full... i so need to lose weight. ugh! okae. im paranoid. but im seriously eating too much. hur hur. had curry today! yummy! (: and i was a couch potato for the day! watched 2 vcd's today. watched two weeks notice and i forgot the other show title. was lame. but two weeks notice is hillarious! teehees. alrights i better get going! gotta get up for church tmr! tata.

2005-03-04T23:34:00.000+08:00

im home! (: and i am glad im home. think i've been suffering from depression the whole week. had to study for stupid tests! and i panicked over chinese for no apparent reason! shucks. just hope i can score high enough to get me good results. heard i didn't do well in my first module! not one bit! sighh. guess there's no regretting. what's done has been done. i didn't have a great start, so lets just pray that i'll get great improvements! nothing's interesting at the moment unless you count the amount of times i'm complaining during training. its been raining and im glad of that! although it means us running 6-8 laps up and down the HARD corridor which contributes to the problems of my ankle and my calf! ughs. i just want pain to go away. whatever pain there is.

sighs. i just feel not up to standard. not what i should be doing. i think there's seriously something wrong with ME. its either im paranoid or i just love to see myself sad. whatever that is. forget it. i shall look on the bright side of life.

had some parent coach meeting today. was about having a track chalet at east coast! yupps. parents, coaches and trackers. 3 days 2 nights. and ((ahems)) dad is SO annoying! -sheesh. wussup with him man. whatever. had a lift to j8 from nicole's mum. ate dinner there and came back home. yuppies. nothing much to say. yupps. bye

2005-02-27T19:21:00.000+08:00

its back to jail week! sighhh. and its test week too! SIGH. oh well. can't expect myself to love school anymore right? :/ oh guess what AFV is FUNNY! (: -laughs. teehees.

2005-02-26T19:53:00.000+08:00

came back from turf city. went to watch the runners run the swift xc. yupps. (: resutls not bad i must say! yay! hahas. walked around aimlessly and blah. was quite bored actually. so i ate :/ had a can of drink and later i bought mcflurry. oops. heehee. think i'm gonna get fat! pffft. oh wells. lets see i didn't do a single hw today! yikes. think i better get my lazy bum to work soon! muahahas. and i haven't done bible study too! uh oh. bad me. this is just a short blog anyway. change my blog skin again. hur hur. cause the other picture ain't working. yupps. so toodles! (:

2005-02-26T00:44:00.000+08:00

well, this week went by pretty fast i must say! (: just that it went by suckily fast. sheesh- alright i guess school kinda sucks everyday now in sec 3! gross. although we didn't have alot of work during the weekdays, the weekends are just filled with them! mrs romans just had to give us a million math quesiton doesnt she! and mrs lu just had to add on to it. sighhh. im so starting to hate math. grrrs. k lets see. i'm having chem test and chinese test next week and to add on testing for TRACK! boohoo. i have to do math questions and social studies assignments! and i have to remember to hang in my book assignment. gosh. i just read pride and prejudice by the way. its a seriously tehhh book. if you know what i mean! its chim, boring then exciting as well as confusing. :/ anyone got a better book to recommend me?

at the moment i am getting bitten by a million hungry mosquitoes! URGHS! itchyyy. -scratches eewws.

mr valeri is in hongkong! means slacker training! muahahahas. got damn pissed off doing hurdles today. hur hur. whie? cause my stupid left leg seems to hate me! and it doesnt want to work. oh and SPH relay. B Div team 4x100m is Me/Linette, Gail, Alicia and Amalina. sigh. if i run the heats linette gets the finals and i if run the finals linette runs the heats! darn unfair!

anyway back to school. had some grooming and deportment class for PEP. haha. was interesting actually. thought it would be some boring old crap. teehees. im an autumn girl! (: heehees. means i cant wear black or white to match! :/ weird. gonna look forward to another nice session on it. hahas. hope its fun! -giggles

hmms. had thanksgiving dinner in church today. yupps. the jokes were rather lame by the way. hur hur. but had a nice session of get together, sharing and praying. yupps. (: the food was NICEE! yummie! teehees. i so need to diet. ugh. anyway it set me thinking for loads of things. and i realised im bloody materialistic. :/ i gonna try and not be one. wealth and looks = out off the way! (: its inner beauty that counts. so yeah! gotta ciao now. toodles. (:

good luck to the runners! (: swift xc!

2005-02-19T18:11:00.000+08:00

When i feel down i look to you
When i feel low your words ring true
Its not by might or in my strength
But its by your spirit moving in my life
Cos God you are my life

I will praise you
you're everything to me
I'll live for you
You're the reason that i sing
I won't go back to the way it used to be
Cos i've found you and your everything to me

At times when i look down and all i see is
Sinking sand
I'm thankful that it's you the solid rock on
Which i stand

2005-02-19T17:52:00.000+08:00

went to do my IC today. it took me only WOW! 30mins! (: muahahas. i didn't have to go through that stupid queues. thanks goodness. came back and watched cartoons. -giggles was quite fun watching it actually! (: i like cartoons! ask sis to fetch me down to bishan. met kexin in the train and we went to church together for meeting. hahas. the meeting lated only an hour! which was pretty quick! yay. wasn't very enthusiastic though. had a pretty bad moodswing. sorry guys if i had pissed you off somehow or another. went to macs for lunch. im getting fatter! argh. i need to stop. my tummy's gonna burst. hahas. went back to the hideout and walked with kexin to the mrt and took a train home. yupps. gonna go out for bible study soon.

sighs. feels like there's this empty thing in me. but i can't figure out what. ): hope it goes away. its not a great feeling. maybe its because my walk with God is slipping away and im backsliding. guess i gotta keep up on track. QT , bible study and prayer has somehow disappeared from my schedule. my work is getting horrible. and i can't keep up. don't even get what the teacher is trying to say. my memory is failing me. im losing it big time. lets hope next week would be better.

2005-02-18T23:07:00.000+08:00

ahh! im like so finally blogging. teehees. im soOo hapyp!!! you know whie?! cause i ate more cake! teehees. and YES! im am fat!! [shuddup] ): sighs. hahas. i need to lose more weight. blahh. alright.. lets see how was my week. to summerise it! IT WAS..... (drum roll please?) lousy. muahahas. seriously it was like duhhh dohhh zZzzz. you could have just died with boredom! geez. lets see. mrs lu was having ultra ubber moodswings! one day she in such a good mood, the next day there's this HUGE grey thundercloud above her head! sheesh man! poor us. we have to tolerate this for another 7mths! -screams oh well. nevermind! 3b we can do it! hmms. lets see. i have tons of hw to be conpleted by next week! pfft! im just so smart. the WHOLE week i was slacking and now look at the pile! sigh. what was i thinking! sheesh. dumb me. k im just rattling off all the nonsense. whie? cause i actually don't know what to blog and i'm waiting for a inspiration. hahas. k this is what i have to do:
- do my IC on sat (tmr)
- have outreach ministry meeting on sat (tmr)
- do my homework AND bible study tmr! shucks. i haven't started. oops.

sigh. many stuff to do and yet so little time. and i have english common test next week! ahhh~ so fast. sighh. bleah blah blooh. i am so bored.

trained in the rain today! lols. was quite funny. when we wanted to train, it started pouring. when we stopped, the rain stopped as well! hur hur! we're so not fated to train today. muahhas. finished training ubber early. went up earlier to get a HOT LONG BATH. felt so GOOD! (: and daddy picked me up! YAY! love daddy! muahahs. guess i gotta go! (: toodles ppl.

2005-02-10T23:20:00.000+08:00

with the few remaining MINS of my burfday i shall blog! teehees. hmms. was woken up by daddy! hrumpff- changed ate and went visiting. went to daddy's cousins sister's place. stayed there for about an hour EATING (shuddup!) and left to visit grandma. stayed there to EAT again ( ya so shuddup!) and off we went home. hur hur. what an eventful day! sheesh* came home slacked around. had dinner and another burthday cake! yummy! i loved today's cake. muahahs. chocolate fudge with banana! yummmss. i seem to get really nice cakes man! lols. oh well.. only 30misn left to no more birthday. man i don't feel 15. bleahs. hahas. oh well. guess what. my birthday coincides with chinese AND malay new year! :/ wow mans. haha. bleahhhs. guess nothing much to say! so toodalooo~ (:

2005-02-10T01:25:00.000+08:00

i am official wrinkle-more! :/
dickson made me say that.

2005-02-09T22:50:00.000+08:00

AHHHH~ the horror! the torment! im gonna be 15 in slightly more than an hour! x\ im getting OLD! sighhh. anyway whatever. bleahs.

slacked around the whole day. had a 12 hour sleep! im so glad. had lunch and helped around the house for a while. and off we went to all saints chuch. went to visit grandpa and grandma on daddies side. and guess what! my great granddad was a munchurian official! lols. weird i know. hmms. rushed off for another reunion dinner on mummies side. yupps. had a huge birthday cake! yummy! chocolate! argh. i'm gettin fat i know so shush! collected ang pow's. watched tv. read my book. OH OH! everyone! i SO recommend you to read Tuesdays with Morrie. it is a fabulous book! really interesting. its a MUST! go get it! -glares it makes you think from a different perspective. yupps. hmmm guess tomorrow is gonan be a boring day for me! sighh. only visiting like two houses? shucks. oh well.

hmms. did a french manicure on my fingers! teehees. just gonna do one on my toes soon. muahahs. alright i'm lame i know. hur hur :/ guess i'll shuddup now! its 1 hour to my birthday! ahhh. BYE

2005-02-09T01:35:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE! (:

teehees. im so bored. and its 1am+ in the morning! -gasps. heehees.
oh gosh IZZIE STUPID BANANA! he's making my tummy giggle. quotes : i hate nerds! cause i can't be first in class! HAHA! oh gosh. lame pig and he scored a frekaing high psle mark! darn ass! and now he's being poetic and writing lame poems! gere's one of his creations! :/

cheryl is sleepy,
izziee is funny,
jus be happY,
cause tml we gonna get money!

bwahhaha! its early in the morning weirdo guy. yawnns- tired. been cleaning the house the whole DAY! sheesh* oh and class photo's are hilarious! CLICK THIS for photo's (: nights ppl.

2005-02-08T17:16:00.000+08:00

had a weird pms session last night while chattin with steph, lucinda and izzie. got pissed then sad and i started crying over some stuff. shall not go into detail :/ thanks to them anyway! especially steph and lucinda. love you 2 loads! (:

anyway, what's past is past. shall not fret about it. am glad today. heehees. had training which went pretty quick. did sprints without spikes cause i left them in the hostel! :/ eeps. did okay timings with shoes. heehees. had gym later. lunges, full squat and half squat jumps. verticle jumps 3 jumps 10 sets. and shin thingy and 2 stridings. yupps. went to watch a video alex did the other day while training. hahas. was nice to finally see how i jump actually. lols. although it was quite annoying when alex kept playing it back and playing it in slow motion. sheesh* went to have a bathe handed in my chinese hw and went home. yupps. i almost fell asleep in the train! dropped my wallet. thank goodness i woke up when i heard it fall from my hands. erps. came back tired and hungry. and the sun is so hot! bwahh.

cleaned up my room! (: yay! its well.. quite clean. heehees. almost perfect. hahas. vacuumed upstairs and i JUST polished the leathered sofa! im perspiring all over. smelly me. gonna have reunion dinner later! (: have to stuff myself again. uh ohh. oh well... eeps. i jsut remembered about ss hw! i hate ss. sighhh. and math hw. worse. shall do it over the remaining hols! shall do a few shoutouts now.

to steph; hey dear! don't fret about it kae! pray hard and ask God to help you. yeah? wasn't much help just now! :/ anyway thanks for listening last night. yupps. love you loads!

to lucinder; hey hey toot! (: love you like loads! thanks for listening last night. yupps. see ya ard in church! (:

2005-02-07T23:33:00.000+08:00

heeeyaaa! (: hmmhees. came back from our class bbq! (: was great but i'm ubber stuffed! urks. i'm so dead when i weigh tmr! ahhhhh. sigh. anyway i had fun there. although i prefered last years bbq. heehees. i'm dead tired! ughh. training this morning. did the 3 step hop thingy. 5sets take off leg and 4 sets non- take off leg. den did medicine ball. 15x throws den 150m stride. 3 sets. yupps. was supposed to watch our video thingy but we pushed it to tmr! yupps. want to see how i do boundign! hahas.

hmmm. while at the beach having our bbq, i was using sarah's skates to skate around. skate a little further around the beach. and i just realised how beautiful the scenery is. and it makes me think. how much God's has given us. it was like the most beautiful scene i ever saw. started humming some song annoyomously. hahas. i went up and down and up and down just to stare out to the sea. so nice! (:

k darn f c u king crap. i lost my mood. bye

2005-02-06T17:19:00.000+08:00

back home.. i'm totally blogging everyday! bwahhhs- went to church today. sad to say i was ubber side tracking! eeps :/ wasn't listening to the sermon at all. and today's sermon was supposed to be good. bad me! -slaps self. was playing with loo and steph! hur hur! we were so lame! :/ kept shouting CHEATER! hahas! i think we're insane. bahh. went out with my parents. went to chinatown! lols! it was blazing hot! and i wanted to go swimming. but i ended up shopping for new year. teehees. i can't help it. laaaa~ and i haven't finished up my chinese compo!! noooo! and its due tomorrow. i am so dead! sigh. nevermind. i left 160words! i can do it! YEAH! -motivates myself. i'll rush it tonight i guess. teehees. and class bbq is tomorrow! YYAAA! im so excited. -giggles. cant wait. just that i don't want training? hur hur. i'm still tired. shucks. oh well i can't help it. guess there's nothing much to say! (: ciao!

2005-02-05T22:01:00.000+08:00

+ SHALLweDANCE?

ahhh the show is sweet! (: hmm i shall do a promotion for the show. its nice! and sweet. especially during the dancing part! (: yeahh. just that it gets kinda boring at the beginning until the center. yupps! (: i guess it wasnt worth 8.50 but i should be worth a 6.50! (: yupps. i love the dancing!!! make me feel like dancing. and i love the song! heehees. shall we dance shall we dance shall we dance! from the Anna and the King. teehees. went out with twins. yupps. walked around cine, heeren and wistma! mans its SOO CROWDED! sheesh* hahas. went to her church later. True Love Waits. yupps. i made a commitment to God! (: teehees. saw kyser there. hahas. yeahhh. went back later. and now im online. hur hur. im actually bored but tired. hahas. and my frekaing ear hurts! hmmms. guess i better go! (: havent been sleeping well for the past 3 nights! eeps. nights!

2005-02-04T23:41:00.000+08:00

* NERDless!

YAYYY! i love weekends! and i'm finally NERDless! winks- no more tests! no more tests! -starts chanting- teehees. finally the atrocious horrifying trauma of tests is O-V-E-R! get it OVER! yaaa!! wahooo! (: alright. sad to say my enthusiasm is short-lived. my tests results SUCKED! sigh. what has come over me! ): i just passed math on the dot, i made 4 careless marks in physics, i answered my chemistry answers stupidly and my chinese close passage is gonna SUCK. best of all i haven't finished my darn 600word chinese compo. gosh. laoshi is such a TOOT! hmpff- i've 160words more and i'm stuck! -sulks disgusting chinese. sorry to offend people who likes chinese. sheeshhh. forget it i shant talk about depressing stuff. hur hur.

anywayyy.. im going town tmr!!! YAYYYYYYY! with my dearest twin! (: love her loads. muahahas. gonna watch shall we dance. dum dum dum~ hmmm doubt i'll be going to her church though.. yupps. gotta do some stuff around the house for CNY. teehees. and my birthdays coming! weeee~ giggles- ohhh gotta look for valarie's pressie too! :X didn't get her a pressie. oh well..

hmms. our badminton guys lost the match to darn monfort!! pouts- they played against all the darn imported talents! sheesh* whats up with that dude. lost 4-1 eugene got that one point for us! YAY EUGENE! booyaaa. im growing fat again! oops :/ supposed to be losing weight! and guess what! we're having a class bbq on monday! and cny is on wed and thurs which also happens to be my birthday! WELL! how nice is that. darn it. guess i gotta go. i need sleep. -zonks. toodles. (:

p.s izzie is a retarded booya baboonseng rambotan banana! x)

2005-01-30T17:37:00.000+08:00

i got my ears pierced! x) hahahas. yupps yupps. had church. played some funny games. lols. had ben's friend joining us. he's tall! :\ hahas. yeahhh. den went to suntec. went to the spects fair. no funy spects to see! sighh. hahas. went to do my watch later! yay! its all done up! weee. went to topshop! yay! i bought more undies! hur hur! spastic i know. hmmm. went for lunch. ate beef noodles. hahas. went to carrefour later did some grocery shopping and headed back. went to toa payoh and BANG! i pierced my ears. lols. when alvina was piercing her ears. she was trying to act brave. but when BANG the gun went. lols! her eyes opened soOo wide and she went ooOOooOOoowwWWwwWWww! hahaha! hilarious! x) lols. yupps yupps. taking to samuel!!!! (: im high im high! hur hur. missed him. lalala. hahas. hmms. nothing much to say. guess i'll be going now! (: byeee.

2005-01-28T22:24:00.000+08:00

i'm finally blogging. hur hur. its been a grossly disgusting week! hrurr.. what else but stupid hw and MORE hw! sheesh! whats with the freaking pile man! and again its ONLY the 4rd week of school! hrumpff! ): sighhhs. i wonder what the pile would be like in june LA! ): mans. this week was full of the training tests. i didn't do very badly but i didn't do very well either! not good. sighhh. i was only happy with my stupid 300m and throws. lols. 300m i did 50.64secs and i ran only 75%! lols. i wanted to chase sarah but i rmb i didn;t have to run so fast. so oh well.. hmmms. next week its all de academy test! darn it. i can't seem to remember anything! ughs. this is so not going well. sighhhhs. craps. i've gotta cheer up. although i'm seriously starting to hate and dread school! oh well. haven't been sleeping well these few days. and i'm still feeling sick. bleahs. k im think im retarded today.. lols. came home chatted with steph! lols. my retarded yanhui rubblish talker! x) we were sending each other testicle-monials! x) wahahas. k thats was lame! x\ i got sick of it. hur hur. hahaha. cause was multi tasking! so was she! and i was laggy! ahas. was msging ben talking to izzie, steph watchin AMI and listening to my sister talk all at the same time! :/ thats SUPER multi tasking. hur hur. i am so lame. hahas. whoops. k i guess there's practically nothing to talk bout. OH! i think i should go running! i've been so lazy. eeps. oh wells. gotta go! (: toodles.

2005-01-23T17:40:00.000+08:00

fried ice cream*

hello hello! (: hur hur. i'm actually blogging cause ben wanna read something! :/ lols. kidding! wakaka. hmms. okae was early for church! (: yay. for the past few weeks i've been early! muahahas. had worship and all. lols. i was kinda digressing! wasn't really listening to de sermon and scripture!! oops. x oh and that timothy liang was pretty funny when he read the scripture! hahas. he was soOoo soOo nervous and he was shaking his legs and kept saying ermmm. hahas! okae i shall not be so mean. hmpf. went out for lunch with the youths. haha. had duck porriage cause i am still sick! hrumpffs. stupid flu! wonder who past it to me! sighh. can't believe i'm still sick. since youth camp! urks. disgusting. anyway. during lunch. lulu wanted to buy friend ice cream. and i follow her cause i wanted to know what the hell is that! but first we went down cause she wanted to cash money. and we ended up shopping at fox for a while! lols. yay! they have new arrivals! but not very nice shirts though. but now they have shorts. hahas. nice shorts! lols. bahh. k den mel called lulu so we went back and bought our friend ice cream! lols! its damn nice to eat! so cute. heehees. went to mu-ee with eugenia. she wanted to look for pencil box. hahas. and i saw some cut thingy! hahas. and she bought it. went to zer & zee afterwards. hahas. den I bought something like a pencil case. its niceeee! love it. hur hur. walked around for a while den all of us headed home. hahas. me,pearlyn and ben took the NEL while eugenia,lucinda and joshua took de red line. lols. yupps. and here im home. bored to shit. ): hahas. im actually supposed to be doing my work! oops. hur hur. k toodles! (: hope you're satisfied.

2005-01-22T18:43:00.000+08:00

b e a u t i f u l s o u l ;

omg. YAYYYYYYYYY! people i'm so happy!! hahahas! i finished my stupid darn composition! man the compo was tough. i hope i didn't write outta point! sheeshh. thanks to val and jazreel! yay! they help me! hwahwahwa. hmmms. i was supposed to go and run this morning. eeps. i was a lazy bum! oh and valerie!!! you spread your darn hormones to me!! ): bwahhhhh. hmms. lets see. k i realised. i haven't done anything with my social life so far! oh gosh! i've been stuck at home doing my blardie homework!! eeps. i was supposed to go church today. but i had to do my work. sighh. i think i need to go out soon. before i turn into an extreme guai kia!! think i shall go for lunch with the youths tmr! if there is lunch together. x\ alrights. i am proud to announce that im sick AGAIN! whie won't it go away! i've been having stuffy nose, runny nose and phlegm! urks. i had to spit it out. gross i know. and what's worse is i ate nasi brianyi (how do you spell that?) and had ice milo for lunch! :/ uh-oh. horrible. hmms. church tomorrow! yay! i can't wait. i'm being sacarstic and non-sacarstic here. bahh. lols. i was watching tv! hilarious! its like mordern retroish war show mixed with stupid lunatic parts! hahahaha! i died laughing! the joke's were soooo LAME! "i'm afraid i can't leave sir." "why?" "they tied my shoelaces together." "oh. deadknot." HAHAHAHA! thats stupid i know. but i found it funny. okies i gotta go! chow! (: toodles.

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I want to chase
You're the one I want to hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry, c'mon let's try

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I want to chase
You're the one I want to hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby, do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just want to know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I want to chase
You're the one I want to hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your soul

2005-01-21T18:08:00.000+08:00

okies! i'm being retarded. im obsessed with phantom of the music still somehow or another BUT i still like Beautiful Soul better! (: lols. insanity i know. oh well. i did like loads of housework today! i scrubed the floor of the house la! took me hours. nvm. i rewarded myself with a banana spilt! muahwahwahwa. coach is sure to scold me. eeps! oh well. nothing much now i guess! (: toodles.

2005-01-21T01:07:00.000+08:00

Oh, Why you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes.
Come on and come to me now.
Don't be ashamed to cry,
Let me see you through,
Cause I've seen the dark side too.
When the night falls on you,
You don't know what to do,
Nothing you confess,
could make me love you less.

I'll stand by you.
I'll stand by you.
Won't let nobody hurt you,
I'll stand by you.

So,
If you're mad, get mad.
Don't hold it all inside,
Come on and talk to me now.
But hey, what you've got to hide?
I get angry too,
But I'm a lot like you.
When you're standing at the crossroads,
Don't know which path to choose,
Let me come along.
Cause even if you are wrong...

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
And when,
When the night falls on you baby
You're feeling all alone
Walking on your own

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I`ll stand by you

2005-01-20T22:16:00.000+08:00

blogging! again! tons of work! again! URKS! sighh. hahas. at least i'm home and there's NO training TMR! weeeee~ hur hur im mad. ughs. i can't believe i have tons of work again! and this time its MORE! sheesh. sigh. sam is gone! ): sobs. it was like months away.. den than weeks. den days. now.. GONE! ): sighh. at least he'll be back in april! for x-c! yeahhh. oh man! i'm watchin AMI! so funnie! ahh! lols. k im so insane. sighh. my entries are so blah now! oh yeah i know. stupid leon! grrrs. ass la he. hahas. whack me so darn hard! with that stupid hammer toy. sheesh! damn metrosexual la he. hahas. oh we were supposed to have prata in english class today! but but the stall had a RAT jumping about! sooo we had chocolate bread instead. hahas. i ate like 4 slices la! sighh. fat fat fat! i have to lose 3 more kg LAR! shyte. coach just nagged at meee. lols. k im gonna watch AMI! haha. laughinnngggg.. kk BYEEE! (:

2005-01-15T16:04:00.000+08:00

hello hello! (: im finally bloggin! teehees. lucinda IS MAD LA! haiyooo. back from school. so much hw!!! nooo~ sigh cry! bahh. 3 stupid stupid essays! UGH! what happened to no weekend hw! sheesh man! oh well. stayed over lulu's hse last night. still am at her hse la. hahas. she's having her bday partay soon!(: yeah yeah yeah. k laaa actually othing much to say jsut that im so freaking bored and im playing collapse! siaooerrrs. sighh sam's going soon! )': cries- oh well. you takkaire YA! (: kk toodles! (: love you people..

2005-01-09T19:08:00.000+08:00

hur hur.. im BACK to blog once more! (: yupps yupps. nothing much happen today la. we played double whacko in the basement today! haha! so FUN! (: oh mans. i was sooo suay. i got caught! all cause of SHAUN! hrumpff- its entirly HIS fault! kidding. hahas was hilarious LA. me both joshua lim's, claire, lilian and shaun had to do forefeat(is that how u spell it??) hahas. we had to do the damn chicken DANCE! urks. and it went faster. was funnie to watch. and it was crap to dance it! x\ hur hur. no one went for lunch today. all had family plans. urks. not nice. went to suntec and the whole world was there. met ben at the toilet. x what a place to meet. met serene's parents outside the nokia shop. met claire and shaun at the food court. and my auntie and joy jie there too! hahas. what a small small world. did some maniac window shopping! ahh. i think just window shopping for shoes has become a fetish! acks. i love charles and keith shoes. sigh sigh. its back to school. and i havent even started on my ying yong wen! shyte. i havent pasted my social studies stuff into the worksheet and best of all.. i haven't searched for my MISSING SPIKES! double shyte. ): guess i better go! its almost 8! i gotta shower! eeks. toodles.